by Bakaninja » November 26th, 2007, 9:14 pm
I've seen enough.
I would have never imagnined I would find such a haven for this kind of thing. I truly wish this was some sort of practical joke. I am positive this post will be deleted, so please take the time to read through a little advice.
I don't suppose it ever occurred to you all that perhaps this might be dangerous? Have any of you seen any decent documentation that this EMG actually has a degree in psychology or is licensed to hypnotize?
For all of you who are going through like 6 or 7 of these files a day, does it ever occur to you what you might be conditioning yourselves for? Hypnosis is a state of susceptibility and excessive use of it can cause serious consequences. The changes you experience are HALUCINATIONS. The word still means what you think it does. You are seeing things that are not real. You might write it off as a dream or something, but no. This is real life, this is where real things happen to real people. You might be limited solely by your perceptions, but that does not mean that they are the only ones in existence. Do you think your parents would think well of you if you were tripped out and thinking that you were a catgirl? Do you think that your spouse would appreciate you thinking you were a woman and feeling yourself all over? And let's not forget the mental changes. This is brainwashing. It is like you have all forgotten (or more likely do not wish to remember) what these words mean to the outside world. Brainwashing, curse, hallucination, trance and everything else. I call everything else the outside world, because you are all living inside your own.
It is one thing to dream, but it is another when your real life becomes one. When you cross the border between life and dreams, can you be so sure that you can distinguish the two. Can you be sure you can go back to the way things were unharmed?
I'm sure plenty of you are thinking that you have controlled your little fetish. Are you certail? Can you truly believe that the frustration of containing your fantasy can be controlled? Are you sure you won't "trigger" when you don't want to?
You are willing to think that hypnosis is a controllable practice, but the mind is a complicated thing. You are being hypnotized over many times. The mind isn't like clay: it's made of glass, and "warping" it could make it break very dramatically.
This is supposed to be a tool for helping people in therapy, not something reprogram yourself with. Internet tools for induction, mp3s written by God knows who and all sorts of mind-bending powder kegs waiting to explode. These things leave you vulnerable to all sorts of influences. You have been warned.
I leave my final note to all the MtF or FtM and everything in between. You have my deepest condolences. You have been trapped in what you might see as an unfair deal. But let me tell you that this is not the way. You can change your body, and you can change your mind, but despite your own ideas, you will forever have the soul of your true gender, the one you have been given. It will never be any different, and I know it is hard to hear that. You may forget it and try to supress it as far as you can, but you can never run from what you really are. I ask that you spend your energies trying to accept this and find help as soon as possible. This can be overcome, but it is not through hypnotism or any other human "quick-fix."
And so I close, awaiting the oncoming flames and bans that will be issued. But let me offer this before I leave:
Plenty of people are mad at God because they feel like they have been cheated out of something. The body they want, the death of a loved one or something else. Others believe he does not exist in any way. You've left a hole in your lives. If you cut out the greatest part of existence you are left with nothing, absolutely nothing. I ask you all to give God a second chance, because what you're doing right now isn't going to solve anything.
May you all be healed.