Hi! Just lurking and I'm at this point where I want to get into a file but I don't know to what extent do I let it in me, if that makes any sense. Part of it I think is to help me just embrace my sexuality and understand myself better (it's the jock files btw).
My question is for anyone here. How seriously do you take the files? Like past sexual fantasy, in real life, how is it for you living with it?
For example, for the feminization files, have you brought up with your close friends that you're doing this self hypnosis audio stuff to want to be more feminine? For those into dog hypnosis, has your partner ever worried about this and did you end up resolving it, or breaking up even? Have your goals in life changed because of it, like if back then you aspired to be let's say, a neurosurgeon or work for NASA, but then you crave files that dumb you down til you can't think of anything other than dumbing down and being horny all day long. Not that I'm saying the two can't coexist, but I guess I'm also wondering how people make it work, the intersections of sexual fantasy and how they are in their everyday.