What is a sexual file that I can make loose effectiveness my

[kinkybc]

I would like a file that's possibly already made, is there one wherein I could cause myself to get obsessed with something by looking at a picture or drawing of it, with the file itself, or more handily, with trigger installed by it, that I also had a trigger to become disinterested in something I am looking at? This way I would have some control, and wouldn't feel as much need to stop listening to the file when the effects become uncomfortable.

Does this file exist? It seems that many of the files here are too specific for me or too permanent to trust.