Rossyfox wrote:
Interesting, would you like to describe more of your experiences?
Sure, in fact I'd love to, because there's nobody IRL I can talk to about this -- what am I going to say to them, I'm listening to a hypnosis file that makes you gay? LOL.
Anyway, I first listened to CFG about two months ago on a lark, and I've been listening to it every day for about two months. Had some experience with gay sex when I was a teenager, never any special desire to be gay or have gay sex, the other guy had to initiate it . . . in fact, if someone had suggested to me as a kid that I was gay I probably would have throttled them.
Anyway, the file had a strong but incomplete effect initially, which sort of faded over the next few days. Since then, the transformation has become increasingly complete. The revulsion I felt towards things like body hair or seeing guys walking arm in arm disappeared and was replaced by desire and attraction, which was pretty startling! My interest in women persisted somewhat longer, but that's faded too, almost completely, until when I see men and women at this point I'm interested in the men and indifferent to the girls -- though I did notice some shapely girls the other day at the supermarket, so the change doesn't seem to be complete. Sometimes it almost happens in slow motion, e.g., I feel myself being attracted to a woman, and then the suggestion kicks in and the attraction/horniness goes away. But those effects seem to be lessening daily.
I noticed a lot of resistance at first, e.g., when I was in trance I'd find myself zoning out when the file tried to eliminate my attraction to women, which bothered me whereas becoming attracted to men didn't. And I had some nightmares, which I haven't had in years, and lots of weird dreams. But what seemed to happen is that if something made me anxious during the day, or if I woke up feeling heterosexual again, it would be "fixed" when I listened to the file, and over time it happened less. And whenever I thought about not listening to the file, I did anyway, unless I really couldn't and then I'd go back to it the next day.
Another thing I've noticed -- I've always been somewhat fetishistic and into mild bondage and the like, which is why I'm on this site, but that's no longer important to my sexuality, it's something that I can take or leave. And I noticed a week or two ago that I'd started thinking of myself as gay, rather than someone who was fooling around with a weird hypnofile. I was originally planning to listen to Curse Forced Straight to see if it would change me back, but now I'm not sure I will, since the file has made me happy to be gay and I'm hornier than I've been in years and reading enviously about the guys who listened and have boyfriends now. So while I'm sure the effects of the file could be reversed, I'm coming to think I won't try because the file has made me happy to be gay.
Man, what a trip!