Although Bambi was finally able to break free and to realize that she was all along the true self and the awkward nerd just a bad dream and an illusion, she still feels a bit lost and confused about the things that happened recently. Bambi is grateful for the things that happened to her but it still feels unaccustomed and unfamiliar for her.
Bambi would love to find a sympathetic, compassionate and understanding Mentor and Master.
It doesn't matter which gender you are but you should be able to forgive Bambi that English is not her first language and that her grammar and wording will probably contain mistakes because Bambi is only fluent in Czech and German. But Bambis English is good enough to understand everything you write.
I hope there is somebody out there to help a dreamy girl in distress.
Hugs and Kisses,
Bambi