Anyone experience with Curse Diaper Humilation

by **SNB** » October 7th, 2006, 6:04 pm

This is really an extreme file it sounds.
Would be interested if anyone has actually done it or is in training.
I'm a DL and train with Trigger Incontinence, which I have just started 2 days ago and it seems to slightly starting to work (e.g. did drink something this morning and even before I noticed what's going on I found myself peeing my diaper).
Just curious about some feedback on the Curse Diaper Humilation file.

by **FDP** » October 7th, 2006, 9:59 pm

I haven't touched the Curse files. They do say Curse for a reason. Only EMG can remove them, and it costs.

by **ABoy** » October 8th, 2006, 6:34 am

I've been listening to the file for a couple days now; its probably the most intense curse I've listened to. I used a sound program (audacity) to edit out the part about loudly exclaiming how much you like to masturbate because I'd probably get evicted from my apartments if I let that suggestion manifest. I wear in public frequently anyway, but this file makes me want to double, even triple up my diapers before going out to public places. The file dictates you have to tell people about your helplessness in preventing yourself in wetting and messing your pants if they ask about your diapers; so far when I go out no one has said anything to me about it, but I feel like if they do ask I will do as the file tells and respond that "I wet and mess my pants just like a baby". I always feel like Im about to mess and wet myself, and sometimes I begin without noticing. The file makes you want to humiliate yourself by exposing your diapered status, and then it feeds on that embaressment to fuel the incontinence, which reinforces your need to wear thick diapers. This file is way more intense than I expected, I may be permenantly affected...

by **SNB** » October 9th, 2006, 2:06 am

Hello ABoy,
thanks for sharing here.
On the one hand side it sounds so horny to undergo such a training, but on the other hand side it's just too scary if it just turnes out to get to that stage (for me anyways).
But I'd really like to know how you're going with it down the track. How long have you been listening to it?
Those files seem to have the potential to cause an effect quite quickly.
One girl for instance seem to have achived a total bowel and bladder incontinence in only three weeks (I can point you to the thread if it interests you).
Myself, I'm training the TriggerIncontinence file and using the Accellerator file as well. After about 3 or 4 times listening I also had an unexpected experience of wetting without noticing it when it started.

I wish you all the best for your training.
Best regards,
SNB

by **NowhereBoy** » October 9th, 2006, 4:47 pm

I'd like to introduce myself in this thread. I'm the one who originally put this file into the Voting. I did it a long while ago under a username I've since dropped.

I never really intended to use it myself, but wanted so badly to see people use it. I was incredibly surprised when I saw that someone had paid to have it made, and have been waiting for a thread like this ever since.

I'd love to hear experiences with this file.

ABoy, I admire your bravery! I'd love to hear all the details of your experience so far. Are you liking the results?

Lastly, anybody not comfortable posting publically can PM me, if they'd like :)

by **ABoy** » October 10th, 2006, 3:51 am

I've been listening for just over a week. This morning I drank a little more tea than usual and it made me feel the need to wet so badly that I told my fiance I needed to wear a diaper out shopping, because I felt like I might pee any second even though I couldn't get anything out in front of the toilet (which was true). She acquiesed even though this is usually taboo with her. I dribbled pee a couple times before I realized it while we were out shopping. It wasnt the thick diaper humiliation experience Im starting to crave, but it was progress towards incontinence. I used to take my diaper off to poop in the toilet, but lately as soon as I feel the urge I just wonder when it will overwhelm me. The thing Im afraid about is that I really can't wear to work because of the nature of my employment, so I hope I really dont lose all control. I mean, it sounds nice to me, but practical? Of course not. I know that I already feel addicted to listening to the file, I wonder how far I will be able to go/will be forced to go....

by **Elac** » October 17th, 2006, 3:13 am

.Edited.

by **ABoy** » October 17th, 2006, 3:59 pm

Due to mounting stress at school, I've been struggling to resist listening this week and in the weeks to come until I am in a more stable situation. Its terribly addictive. I dont want my life to fall apart for this file. I must admit, I do want the effects described (minus masturbation, as noted above) to grip me fully, but I dont want to end up homeless. I hope that you get what you want with listening Elac, post your progress here sometimes, I'll post mine again if I resume. I am still listening to cursebabybladder (edited to remove suggestions about needing cloth diapers and plastic pants because I prefer disposables) and ToiletUntraining, both of which I really like.

by **Elac** » November 10th, 2006, 12:13 pm

.edited.

by **ABoy** » November 11th, 2006, 1:52 am

I got really aroused reading of your progress, Elac, in a number of ways. I feel the urge to listen again, very strongly. I wish you tons of luck and fun, I hope it doesn't result in anything too damaging!

ABoy

by **Elac** » November 11th, 2006, 3:52 pm

Eheh, these last few weeks have had quite the same effect on me ^^ Thanks for the good luck, and I wish it to you too, if you ever decide to start listening again...It'd be more fun to have a companion in all of this!

by **Elac** » November 27th, 2006, 1:28 pm

.Editted.

by **ABoy** » November 28th, 2006, 3:31 am

I wore 4 abena x-plus large to the grocery store tonight, even with my longest sweatshirt I couldn't cover the buldge. No one said anything about it, but I heard people laugh after I walked by and the shame caused me to wet myself without hesitation or control. I heard two 20-ish girls whispering behind me at the checkout, probably about the large quantities of ice tea mix and fiber supplements and my thick diaper. The checker greeted me but my concentration stalled as I filled my pants. There was no noise but the smell hit before I could finish paying; the girls gagged and giggled a little. As I walked out the door in my thick messy diaper I felt intense shame mixed with intense pleasure.

Looking foward to the new file (hope it comes before my current premium membership expires!)

by **NowhereBoy** » December 4th, 2006, 7:36 pm

Work on the new file hasn't started yet, sorry. However, I'll be producing an outline over the next couple of days, which I will post.

The file will be something of a replacement for the current one, modified rather extensively. It's currently planned as a subliminal. I might put it here on WMM, or I might put it elsewhere.

Like I said, this is all in the preliminary stages.

by **oedipus2** » December 23rd, 2006, 5:16 am

FDP wrote:I haven't touched the Curse files. They do say Curse for a reason. Only EMG can remove them, and it costs.

Really? How much...? :P It seems to me that it would be more appropriate that one curse be replaced with another, or maybe with two others. But actually enforcing that would be kinda hard for him to do, so... :/

by **FDP** » December 26th, 2006, 5:09 am

oedipus2 wrote:
FDP wrote:I haven't touched the Curse files. They do say Curse for a reason. Only EMG can remove them, and it costs.

Really? How much...? :P It seems to me that it would be more appropriate that one curse be replaced with another, or maybe with two others. But actually enforcing that would be kinda hard for him to do, so... :/

I think it's either $15 or $30 bucks to get a Curse Removal file.

by **dreamme** » December 30th, 2006, 1:59 pm

Aboy and Elac...

I'm really jealous =(

How are you getting these files to work so well? I've been trying with this
curse for over a week... Im still too timid to even wear a diaper outside
my house (something i have done before, but not often.)

I really want this curse to work, it's everything i've ever wanted in a file,
but the most i get out of it is, just a deep relaxing feeling.
Sometimes i think i do under into trance, and it feels like i'm wetting,
and i feel like the suggestions are taking hold, but it's gone when i'm
done with the file.

Can you offer and suggestions?

by **Elac** » December 30th, 2006, 4:47 pm

.edited.

by **dreamme** » December 30th, 2006, 4:52 pm

lolol i've tried the "altered state" and had no success...

recently the only times i've felt anything
is on a clear head, and repeating the words in my
mind has helped me stay focused and
distracted my concience mind a lot,

i feel determined, gonna keep trying
till something happens!

by **ABoy** » December 31st, 2006, 12:42 am

dreamme wrote:lolol i've tried the "altered state" and had no success...

recently the only times i've felt anything
is on a clear head, and repeating the words in my
mind has helped me stay focused and
distracted my concience mind a lot,

i feel determined, gonna keep trying
till something happens!

Heh, I'm also one to get into altered states of mind before trancing. Actually after getting altered enough, I don't even bother with inductions, I just sit with my eyes closed and play the file bodies on repeat. I also use subliminal blaster (freeware subliminal text program) and I also like to leave a slide show of my favorite diaper porn on so that, if I start to get roused from my trance, I can get lulled easily back into it with the "reinforcement imagry" as I like to call it.

by **Elac** » January 1st, 2007, 8:52 am

Oooh, that's not a bad idea, ABoy...I'll have to make soe additions to my filing ^.^

by **atlbabyboi** » February 3rd, 2007, 8:49 am

Hey all, I've been listening to this file off and on now for a while, i definetly notice that it starts to take hold for me but I also don't want the suggestion about masturbating to take hold. However I don't know how to edit audio files to take that out, was wondering if anyone had the file altered that way that they could share? I would really appreciate it.

by **FDP** » February 3rd, 2007, 7:32 pm

atlbabyboi wrote:Hey all, I've been listening to this file off and on now for a while, i definetly notice that it starts to take hold for me but I also don't want the suggestion about masturbating to take hold. However I don't know how to edit audio files to take that out, was wondering if anyone had the file altered that way that they could share? I would really appreciate it.

use the Audacity audeo editor, it's free and really simple to use.

by **ABoy** » February 4th, 2007, 3:24 am

I would be willing to share my edited version if you don't mind that I also edited out the suggestion that you cant change until your diaper is 100 percent full.

by **atlbabyboi** » February 5th, 2007, 2:44 pm

That would be fantastic actually, wasn't really all that fond of that suggestion anyway

by **demigraff** » February 5th, 2007, 3:42 pm

ABoy wrote:I also use subliminal blaster (freeware subliminal text program) and I also like to leave a slide show of my favorite diaper porn on so that, if I start to get roused from my trance, I can get lulled easily back into it with the "reinforcement imagry" as I like to call it.

I've tried similar things with other files, but I don't think I've come across any suitable imagery for use with this kind of thing. Where do you get these pics from?

by **ABoy** » February 6th, 2007, 1:08 am

demigraff wrote:
ABoy wrote:I also use subliminal blaster (freeware subliminal text program) and I also like to leave a slide show of my favorite diaper porn on so that, if I start to get roused from my trance, I can get lulled easily back into it with the "reinforcement imagry" as I like to call it.

I've tried similar things with other files, but I don't think I've come across any suitable imagery for use with this kind of thing. Where do you get these pics from?

Well, my own personal taste is abdl anime, but you can find a wealth of anime girl and real girl (and even some guy) pictures at www.abkingdom.com Its a french site but its really easy to navigate anyway, and I guess you can PM me if you need detailed instructions on registering. Just download a bunch of diaper pics that suit your taste and perhaps mirror your goals, and use a photo viewing program capable of doing a slideshow (Windows XP has this tool embedded in and any folder with a wealth of image files will give the option for a slideshow in the side bar). At the same time, leave the subliminal blaster running with a custom script (also easy to do, just create a custom script, edit it to enter short hypnotic suggestions, one per line, about your goals. As a reminder, sub. blaster is freeware and though the results of this are unproven, I find this program is the most effective when it catches me off guard. You got nothing to lose right?

Oh, I also really like www.FoxTalesTimes.com, its an ab/dl/furry art site and community. Don't stop at the front page, the artist archives are being renovated and the forums have lots of art that never gets posted. This place is about 40% regular abdls and about 60 % babyfurs, so if furry puts you off and you can't be nice about it then just don't go.

by **ABoy** » February 6th, 2007, 1:13 am

atlbabyboi wrote:That would be fantastic actually, wasn't really all that fond of that suggestion anyway

All I've got to do is get acquainted with rapidshare or some such program so that I might make it available. If you have pre-existing knowledge of a good way to send a file this size efficiently, please share your advice on this.

Maybe EMG would be willing to host it.

by **Sasami** » February 6th, 2007, 3:07 am

Elac described some interesting results of this file a few months ago.

I would love to hear an update on what's been going on with him as well as ABoy's experiences with this, or anyone else for that matter.

Do either of you have a journal or anything?

by **atlbabyboi** » February 6th, 2007, 1:05 pm

How large is the file? I know i can send/recieve files through yahoo messenger around 100 meg

by **Elac** » February 9th, 2007, 10:10 am

Well, I've actually stopped this file and replaced it with a couple others(TrigIncontinence and E-Mail Slave), though I'm very much thinking of picking it up once more.

Not much else different happened past my last post in this thread, save that the ability to hold in the urge died off completely. Past that, basically how the file reads is how I was ^.^

by **atlbabyboi** » February 27th, 2007, 9:46 pm

Hi all, I continue to be really interested in this file and the talk of a possible second version of it. Does anyone know if anything ever came of that? Thanks!

by **dreamme** » March 26th, 2007, 8:17 pm

Wow...

It has been a while since i last posted on this topic but untill now i've
had nothing to report. After repeated listing i started noticing
i was slipping deeper and deeper each session. I found this encourging
and started daily session about 2 weeks ago. Well after tonight
i completly blanked out when the suggestions came on and
didn't come back until the end. At first i assumed i had
just fallen asleep(done that more then once), but when i looked down i saw that the blue
stripe on the front of my diaper was blurry. I had no meomory of
peeing or even feeling the urge. Even better, I found myself unable to change my diaper... everytime i tried i got distracted or delayed. I was unable to take my sopping wet diaper off untill i wet 2 more times, and it started dribbiling down my leg.

I listened to the file as is, but so far haven't felt the urge to masturbate while screaming at the top of my lungs how much i love diapers, But as of right now i know i can't control it anymore. At first i paniced and started to order the removal file from egm, but then i had an almost overwhelming urge to do just the opposite. I played with a VH induction
that worked well for me (eyeball) and add a few lines at the end.
My intention was to make my mind more open to the egm file, but what i found myself writing was basicly a suggestion that i loved the curse and
would never ever try to remove it. If i ever did listen to the removal file, it would only double the effect of the curse and make me love it more.

So far i haven't played it yet.... should i?

by **atlbabyboi** » March 27th, 2007, 4:27 pm

Hey, i have listened to this file but not as much as you've described, would love to talk to you sometime about how you achieved your success, my email is ryan.atl@gmail, would love to hear from ya. And yes you shoud listen to it :)

by **Sasami** » March 27th, 2007, 5:27 pm

You should start a journal so everyone can read about your progress and all your embarrassing experiences.

by **Elac** » March 29th, 2007, 6:07 am

I stopped dabbling with this curse quite awhile ago(And by dabble, I mean quite over-the-top effects o.o), but it's crazy to see a couple new people try it =p I honestly thought that me and ABoy would be the only ones like, ever, eheh.

Regardless though, dreamme...First off, I found I didn't need the curse removal tape to stop the effects of the file. After listening to the file for 2.5+ months, full effects happening, I stopped listening(Admittedly, it was very, VERY hard to do. To compare, it was like smoking for 10 years, and then quitting cold turkey). I'd essentially 're-potty-trained' myself within a week after that, and stopped feeling the compulsion to wear a couple days after that. I'd say go for listening to the file, but I honestly don't think anything could make the file irreversible.

So, to answer: Yes, listen to it =p

Now, my question: Want some company with playing around with this file? I honestly wouldn't mind taking it up again, now that I once more have disposable income(Lol, pun). If the answer is yes, send me your editted version of the file ^^

by **pmdula** » April 1st, 2007, 5:45 pm

Elac wrote:Well, I've actually stopped this file and replaced it with a couple others(TrigIncontinence and E-Mail Slave

Hey Elac, just wondering, has the trigIncontinence file worked for you? I'm thinking about listening to it, but i would like to hear if it worked and how long it took.

by **Elac** » April 2nd, 2007, 12:56 pm

Yeah, it did eventually work out for me. It took about 1.5-2 weeks listening every day, but it did end up taking effect.

by **liljonny** » April 8th, 2007, 7:21 am

Elac wrote:I stopped dabbling with this curse quite awhile ago(And by dabble, I mean quite over-the-top effects o.o), but it's crazy to see a couple new people try it =p I honestly thought that me and ABoy would be the only ones like, ever, eheh.

Regardless though, dreamme...First off, I found I didn't need the curse removal tape to stop the effects of the file. After listening to the file for 2.5+ months, full effects happening, I stopped listening(Admittedly, it was very, VERY hard to do. To compare, it was like smoking for 10 years, and then quitting cold turkey). I'd essentially 're-potty-trained' myself within a week after that, and stopped feeling the compulsion to wear a couple days after that. I'd say go for listening to the file, but I honestly don't think anything could make the file irreversible.

I was wondering if you have found any effects of the file returning. I have used a custom night diaper curse that says you can't go to bed without a diaper. It also includes wearing diapers in the day. I haven't listened to this curse in at least three months. I found that I can go to bed without a diaper but will end up weaing a diaper almost all day the next day with the effects of the curse getting stronger.

liljonny

by **Elac** » April 8th, 2007, 12:36 pm

Well, back then I'd occassionally feel compelled to wear the thickest padding I could and go out, or when I'd randomly be wearing a diaper, I'd find myself unable to change unless it was fully used. It happened every once in awhile, but didn't really reinforce the curse or nothing...*Shrugs* People tend to react differently to hypnosis though.

by **Keethee** » May 4th, 2007, 4:15 pm

:roll: Hey all.........I'm new to this site...it is awesome...Been AB/DL for a long time and finally decided I want to go infantile or babyish on a full time basis.I'm meaning diapered 24/7 and accepting the diapering scene as 'normal adult behaviour'.....I am currently into Diaper Dependance and looking so forward to Diaper Curse Humiliation.....fingers crossed I can be a fast learner.....[/i][/quote]

by **atlbabyboi** » April 23rd, 2008, 12:41 pm

Hey everyone, i gave this file a quick try before and then stopped before it really took hold but i'm going back to it, would love any help/suggestions to make it really work. I'll keep you all updated on how it takes hold. Hopefully it won't affect work to much

by **Judy-Anne** » July 10th, 2010, 9:58 am

Hi, i ve been listening to this file for one year now, something like once every month first, but now it is more like once a week or twice a week. I m getting very exited when i listen and i always jerk off at the end explaining out lout how much i love my diapers, with my diaper completely full... But after jerking off... Finished... I m not wanting these things to happen off course... But anyway, i enjoy more and more listening to it and sometimes i feel like i want to do the things that are told in it, but i finaly don t. Today i still feel something strange, like i want to poop in my pants, right there and i feel dizzy thinking about it , as if i were in trance, i m affraid thinking that these things could happen... What do you think about it? Those who experienced it?

by **Judy-Anne** » September 6th, 2010, 8:14 am

I stopped listening to the file for 2 months until today. Amazing, i felt a very intense pleasure and in the middle of the file i felt waves of pleasure and a compulsion to mess my diaper... And i did very much. I had no control. Today i listened twice and went out with my messy diaper for the fist time in my life... Crazy! I felt very humiliated and twice as much aroused. I felt ready to say that i do it because i wet and mess myself like a baby but nobydy asked, but a woman looked intensely to my butt and was about to ask me something it seemed but she finally didn t. I feel so humiliated about this, i want to stop but the moment after, i want to mess right here... It s awful.

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