by Janis_en_femme » September 22nd, 2008, 3:10 pm
Well, I spent most of the weekend as a gay man.
I listened to ForcedGay I don't know how many times since Thursday.
Friday night I hung out at a gay bar. I danced with several men. Met a transexual named Carlotta. She was very hot and very popular.
I got very drunk. The bar closed at 5 am. I'm not sure how long I hung out there. I went home alone.
I spent most of Saturday recovering from drinking so much the night before. Listened to ForcedGay a couple more times.
But by 10 pm, I was on the prowl again. I went back to the bar and saw a guy there that I flirted with earlier in the week.
By midnight we were dancing close together and making out. It was delicious. Eventually we wound up in his car making out and rubbing each other's cocks. He sucked me off. I jerked him off. His dick felt wonderful, but when it came right down to it, I couldn't suck his cock.
He was pretty cool to me afterward. So I went home by around 2 am, I guess. I was drunk again, but not so horny.
I spent most of Sunday recovering from drinking too much.
Today I started the ForcedStraight. I looked at some gay porn and no reaction, no interest on my part. Although thoughts of the transsexual still excite me.
I'm surprised that I may have reverted back so quickly, but I'm waiting to see if there is any residual effects of ForcedGay. I wonder if I willbe able to perform sexually with my wife.
I will need to continue to listen to ForcedStraight though. My wife has no more weekend trips plannned.