by lisacd20 » February 25th, 2011, 9:59 pm
[quote="misterlastname58":fa38/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/iffe][quote="timmy":fa38/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/iffe]I posted the following to the comments section a few days ago:
[quote:fa38/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/iffe]"Thank you for these powerful files. I've always been a transvestite. But that was a private matter. Only my wife and and a few ex-girlfriends knew about my "hobby". Or so I thought. Now, I'm cringing inside before every woman I meet, noticing in every little action and interaction how much of a sissy I really am. I think it really has only been hidden from me. All the girls seem to already know.
I've never thought of myself as a he man (and I'm sure no one else ever has either). But I've always been able to fully sexually satisfy that small subset of women who were attracted to me. I thought of myself as a "sensitive" and "creative" male. But who cares how I saw myself? I'm now realizing that most people look at me and see a faggot.
But until very recently the only cock I ever thought about was my own. That has been changing slightly in the last few years, thanks to the amazing array of shemales on the web (which my transvestite obsessions drew me to). But since listening to your files for just a few weeks, my sexual orientation has been changing fast.
I now find myself lisping and swishing and stumbling and stuttering in front of every woman I meet. Is this actually new behavior, or have I always been this bad? Either way, why don't I want to stop listening? What weird part of me is enjoying this? (Dumb question. Obvious answer: The panty-waisted Little Miss Squidgy part.)
I guess I really am a sissy after all. But have I truly always been? Or is the file tricking me? And if I don't "man up" and quit this nasty little habit, how long will it be before I can't even get it up for my sweet and loving wife because I'm too frightened of women? Will I really become too much of a pansy panty-obsessed "[/quote:fa38/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/iffe]
Somehow I accidentally posted the comment before I was done writing and editing it. (Lately, I've been such a silly little airhead. Sorry!) Here's what I wanted to end with:
" too much of a panty-obsessed pansy to get hard, even in her hot and eager mouth? And how will I explain to her how that could suddenly just happen, when I used to always be more than ready? (In fact. I always used to have a bit of a hair-trigger response to female attentions.) "Dear, I purposely hypnotically trained myself to become a mincing little limp dick fairy. I'm now permanently impotent. This damp little wee-wee is all that's left of what we used to call 'my manhood'. Isn't it wonderful?" If I wasn't deeply fearful of women before, I think I'll have reason to be then.
I love this file way too much for my own good.[/quote:fa38/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/iffe]
This is exactly what i'm going through. While i was TRYING to have sex with my girlfriend last night, i kept hearing "Little Miss Squidgy can't get hard" taunting me in my head. Everytime i could feel the blood start to rush, i would hear it again and fall limp. And the worst part was that i was actually enjoying it! In the past, if i had times that i couldn't get hard i would get frustrated and angry at myself, but last night it was almost like the limper i was the hotter i felt LOL. When i got her down to her panties, needless to say all i wanted to do was put them on. The only way i was able to get it up was to go down on her and imagine that some big hot stud just fucked her and i was licking his cum out of her. This made me eat her out like never before and i finally got hard enough to stick my little wee wee in her. Needless to say i "fucked" for about 3/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/i seconds before i splooged and had to finish her off with her vibrator while i just lied there with my little limp dicklet. Why am i enjoying this?[/quote:fa38/\[url=(https?:\/\/[^\s\[]+):$uid\](.*?)\[\/url:$uid\]/iffe]
im going through this too only my gf found out about my dresses a couple of years ago and has now turned the notch way up on the domination aspect of our relationship, there is hardly a time when we just have vanilla sex anymore and im in cute panties all the time, she continues to go farther and farther in many areas, she loves the idea of me licking another guys cum out of her pussy and i find it so humiliated but arouseing at the same time. she is constantly teaseing me about wanting to suck dicks and being a tottally girly sissy all the time. Its difficult to think about anything but that kinda thing anymore.