Feminisation/sissy hypnosis

[outofpractice]

I'm a married man and want to be able to carry on having sex with my wife, but I also have the urge to be feminised/become a sissy slut.

I'd like the idea of dressing like a woman/slut
I want to be able to suck cock like a slut and eat cum, also loose my strong gag reflex
Get fucked in my ass like a real sissy, I've already practised with toys
Be able to cum when being fucked in the ass or using anal toys, I don't care if I never come from masturbation - but still be able to come when I'm fucking my wife or receiving a blow job

I can't be seen dressed or behave like a sissy slut when family and friends are around or in public due to business contracts.
I know I'm asking the impossible, but would like to live a double life until I'm sure I know what I want.

Probably a mid life crisis now I've turned 50

I would welcome suggestions for suitable hypnosis/subliminals/videos to help me.
Thank You

[Jackstock]

It sounds like you need something specific! You can find someone to do custom recordings

[outofpractice]

Might have to go that way as I wouldn't mind a more feminine body as well.
Probably have to be a combo of some of your files, with some more parts added!

[wildberry]

Hi! I am professional NLP specialist. And I know that what you want is a kind of triggered hypnosis. The trigger like this "It's time to be a slut" or another version. And after this "It's time to come back to your usual state of being. If you want I would like to try to create for this special file and upploaded here in the Group of Feminization Files. I can't do it in another site because it will be the rude violation of these beautiful site rules. My Engloish maybe is not perfect because I'm from Eastern Europe and it's not my native language. But I've published several works in the Science World in the sphere of Psychology, especcially in Feminization males ( so-called Domestics Culture of Sissy Maids) and MtF as I am. In this site I've published 13 works ( free, premium and pay) and I can create this file for you in individual base. It will cost 30 USD ( including the percents of the Site Creators) and you can choose some special options and background sound that can release you more ( Bach Music, Electronic Music, Another Music or Sounds of Nature: Waterfall, Seawaves, Tropical Forest or Something Else.