Need permission to masturbate

[davidsub1]

Lostctrackbofcthe numbervof weeks with no erection. Desire to orgasm. Truly emasculated

[davidsub1]

Just a follow up . Can say I no longer have any erection without trying to stimulate myself. It is for now permanent. Decided curse castration a way forward and was very addicted so really anytime which is rare I can get close to nearing orgasm it is purely through nearly flaccid penis and no mental orgasm. I truly fell down the rabbit hole