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neoflare wrote:After much internal debate and mental toing and froing, I've decided I'm going to give this file a go.
danny1988 wrote:Out of a little morbid curiosity ill ask, what made you want to listen to the file? How did you come to the decision of listening?
neoflare wrote:Of course you may certainly ask :). Danny, if you don't mind me calling you Danny. I'm highly aware that you have some major grievances regarding this file, which I'm going to say right now is an opinion I respect, even though I'm not heeding it. You've consistently been there to provide a counter argument in regards to this file.. again I respect your commitment to your cause. In fact it was partially your opposition that made me take so long weighing it all up.
I'm trying to work out the best way of answering your question. To a degree I'm not convinced that this is actually the evil, nasty and horrible file that it seems to have a reputation for. I know the old threads were pretty crazy, but in reality I'm not convinced that it wasn't an epic troll going on. Also, I'm going to be the first to admit that my mind is a little strange, I'm also doubting that it'll actually let anything bad happen to me... assuming the file does work, everything about me is pretty easy to get along with. Knowing how I work, I'd be amazed if she was truly evil or malicious. It might sound a little silly, but essentially I have trust in myself to create a potential personality that's well rounded... so to speak.
danny1988 wrote:
I see life as about living and enjoying things but if you were always in the background you wouldnt be able to do thoes things. Unless its more you see Daniella listening to you sometimes?
neoflare wrote:@Danny: I know this is a little off topic, but yes, number 10 wasn't too bad, along with most of nuwho. I'm liking Peter Capaldi's interpretation along with a number of people I know. But he seems to be a bit divisive, I know a few people who hate the current direction of the show. For me in the reboot, Matt Smith would be my favourite doctor followed by David Tennant. Happy to hear life is coming together for you by the way :).
To answer your question (hopefully), I'm not sure how this whole thing will pan out. I'll pretty much say beyond a shadow of a doubt that it was Daniella I met in my dream. She comes through very faintly right now, but I distinctly got a telling off for waking up before she could say anything in my dream. Right now it's hard to separate whether they are my thoughts or her thoughts... but I'm about convinced they are her thoughts. What she looks like is nothing like what I would've imagined myself. As a colour I don't even actually like red... wasn't expecting her to look like an adult either. The impression I have, is that, that is the way she see's herself even if she is quite young and she doesn't want to change how she looks as she wouldn't be herself anymore.. so she won't change for anyone.
Anyone who hasn't got any idea what I'm talking about, I updated my journal at 2am this morning after waking up because I had a slightly odd dream. Guess I'll continue answering the question, I don't know if I'll be in the background permanently, not sure how much she'll decide to listen to me either. I'd be happy if I could come out sporadically.. in reality, I've spent most of my life being controlled in one way or another (it's been my norm). To the point I actually find comfort in being controlled... while it wasn't control in a bad way (mostly)... think of it as maybe a form of institutionalisation. Plus I have to agree with VeryGnawty, the world leaves a lot to be desired sometimes.
neoflare wrote:hiiiii!!!! lol after all the time hearin about me lol I'm finally able to say thisis me 385% in da flesh lol. :D I'm writin this as me no needing him to type for me. it's all kinds o cool. lol I'm kinda lost for words a bit to. like I'm not sure wat to really say here. lol guess i'lll say I'm Dani and I'd soo love to make a pretty new account for me but da system won't let me *sighs*
neoflare wrote:Sooo I'm needing to make things less confusing lol. My last little message was me sayin dat I was bout to go beddy byes so like it was my last message for da night :). basically taking ideas dat peoples have told me I'm gonna be using pink when I'm writing to be more readable friendly to peoples lol when I get my new shiny account I'll still pick pink :D such an adorable colour lol
rainbowgirl wrote:It's Dani :D an now I've like got my own little itty bitty bit of space here :), guess this means I get to be 110% me!!!! soooo cool :D. now I'm not sure what to say. it's way easier for me to have control now lol I've been having lotsa practice at it. I'm loving getting better at being in da lead. oh and whats been soo fun is that I've gotten to play around wiv my own makeup lately and finally gotten rid of a beard thing, sooo wanted that gone for ages now. what else, totally guess I'll mention thatr I'm noticing guys a lot more lately, david's a bit unsure bout dat, given he likes girls more. but some guys are way way cute
OxyFemboi wrote:You two might want to consider some compromise, such as becoming a shemale (so David could still have a cock if/when he wants one), when Dani is the major person running the body. Just an idea for you two to consider and discuss ... *grin* We're not gonna recommend a file, since we haven't tried any (yet). :twisted: *grin* We got enough sexualities in our body, we might hafta do that.
And being a shemale will make you much happier.
Being a shemale will feel so much better than being a man.
And being a shemale is morally good.
Being a shemale is as morally good as being a female.
You will not have any guilt, because being a shemale is morally good.
You will not have any guilt, because you don’t see anything wrong with being shemale.
Being a shemale is as morally good as being straight.
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