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Daz wrote:
An update, though it doesn't seem like much.
I tried to listen before going to sleep, but that just resulted in myself falling asleep during the file. I don't know if I listened to it in its entirety or not. Realizing this upon waking up, I resolved to listen to it twice. After the first time, I hear a faint voice saying "Let me out." During and after the second time, I hear a more distinct voice, discernible and everything, saying the same thing...
Only, I greatly fear that I'm parroting the voice, rather than let it come naturally. I say this because the voice only pipes up if I think about her... I'll try the file again in a while. I still need to wake up.
OxyFemboi wrote:
She's weak enough that she can only make herself understood when you're thinking of her.
Does this voice sound like you when you're thinking of something? If it sounds different (a different pitch, perhaps), you're not parroting the voice. Talk to her. Pay attention to her. Ask what her name is.
Daz wrote
The voice is different than my own, yes, but it wouldn't be the first time I've created or recreated a voice and dictated their speech. I've tried listening to her, asking her name, conversing with her, but it still feels parroted. Even now, feeling down about this situation, she tries to console me, but it doesn't feel like it's her...
Attempts of conversation require me to focus on it, as well. That itself leads me to believe it's an act of parroting, as I'm dictating two voices at once.
OxyFemboi wrote:
When I'm listening to songs in my head, I can recreate the entire orchestra if I try. That's not what I asked. I asked if it sounded like you normally do when, for example, you're arguing with yourself.
If it doesn't sound like a voice you've hard before, chances are it isn't a voice you've used before. It could sound like you're parroting the voice. After all, your brain is now trying to run two programs (you and your-as-yet-unnamed-female-alter) instead of just one (you).
When you're conversing with her, do you have the feeling that you're choosing her words? Or are you waiting to see what she has to say?
Of course any attempt at conversation will require you to focus on her. That's the point of conversation: to give your mind practice in running two programs at once. She will sound like you at first. In one sense, she is you ... a different, feminine part of you being given sentience by your mind. As she becomes differentiated from you, word choice and rhythm of speech will change and become distinct ... and distinctive.
Holly (now) is certainly different from me with her own word choice and writing style. The same thing happened with Yoshi. He certainly doesn't sound like me -- he sounds like a hyper teen to me -- and his writing is easily distinguished from mine.
Try to think of her as a "her", not an "it". The more you think of her as distinct from you, the easier it becomes to divide your consciousness into different parts. After Holly told me her name, it was much easier to think of Holly as "her" and thus distinct and different from from Ox. [I'm having trouble with pronouns. The gender of my mind/soul/spirit (female) is different than the gender (male) of my body. My DNA is at fault.]
Daz wrote
No, it doesn't sound like my own when I argue with myself. It sounds different, feminine, but I can't help but feel I'm still parroting. I guess it could be that I'm not used to this, not used to two personalities within the same thought process. It doesn't really help that her voice tends to vary... It isn't always the same, it isn't consistent.
I do think of the voice as 'her', as I know what I am trying to induce... Still, it really does help to receive this sort of insight, to have someone with first-hand experience on the matter help guide me through this. Also, I sent a request to your YIM. Accept it at your leisure.
Dazkid33 wrote:Whelp, I dare say that there has been some progress with this! Two important notes. The first was her finally deciding upon a name. Katelyn, however you spell it, but I've resolved on calling her Katie for short. Mostly to ease the struggle of spelling the name.
The second was her pulling control away from me, just momentarily. I was watching a video I wanted to watch, a part that came up in the video made her uncomfortable, and she asked me to stop the video. I told her no, but she forced me to click away from the page. It was weird. I felt a little weightless and uneasy... Heck, mostly uncertain of my actions and confused as to what was going on!
She's growing in power. I'm able to converse with her without too much focus, now able to do mundane tasks with her speaking to me... It's progressing.
Daz wrote
The first was her finally deciding upon a name. Katelyn, however you spell it, but I've resolved on calling her Katie for short. Mostly to ease the struggle of spelling the name.
Urban Dictionary has the following entry:
The only correct way to spell this name. It does not include: Caitlyn, Catelyn, Catelin, Kaitlin, Kaitlyn, Caitlynn, Caitlan, etc.
Caitlin has cool parents who can spell. "
wolfy wrote
My idea (and that's all it is for now) was to create an "Alpha Wolf" dominant that would boss me into action if i didn't have an actual real reason for not doing something, started twisting myself in circles with indecision or (quite commonly) let opportunities pass me by because i don't want to attract attention to myself. He'd be my "live in" Alpha and if possible see me as his pack/Omega and help protect "our" packs best interests.
This was just me musing on the possible applications of hypnosis and naturally wouldn't just simply jump into something like this without a solid plan but wow, i'm glad it's working out for you...all. ;-)
danny wrote
Dont know if I should post in here or start a new thread xD
But as Ox, Holly, Yoshi and Spike said we are listening to a new experemental file to create another personality ^^
Danny wrote
Hoping Zack is able to come to the surface more soon. Do have a couple of thoughts mainly his name floating round and skateboarding and wanting to buy a board also swimming.
Anyone recommend any suggestions to help him?
OxyFemboi wrote:
From all of us: Welcome, Zack!
Uh ... do something he likes ... maybe go to the local pool or beach (though it is kinda late in the year -- it's almost winter here -- to do that), take a swimming lesson or two, buy a swimsuit, stuff like that. I'd let Zack buy his own board.
Uh, yeah. What they said. Works good. Spike
zeizu wrote:wow this new alpha file you guys are mentioning sounds really interesting!! Hypnosis on this site has never taken me under but i really enjoy reading about the effects it has on you guys. would love a dom alpha personality talking to me in my head, making me more cocky and confident with each whisper.
ViVe wrote:Hey! Not sure if I want to publish the file...
But everyone who wants to try feel free to ask me for a link... that should keep the people out who don't read the warnings...
ViVe wrote:Don't know... didn't write any as of yet... but ask them what it does... they can describe it best!
zeizu wrote:ViVe wrote:Don't know... didn't write any as of yet... but ask them what it does... they can describe it best!
haha you sound so mysterious in a devilish way. do you think there are severe dangers in this file. id love these lads to talk more about there experiences meeting dominant parts of there personalities.
zeizu wrote:so what did you make zack from. and do you think it will have an effect on your daily life. do you have any hopes of how strong zack will get to have an influence. im pretty interested in this file, but dont know if id want to risk sharing my head.
Chibisuke wrote:We well that is Me "Thomas" (though as a online Fursona name i've taken on "Dracari" to leave cael to have a name for herself :3 havent lisned yet, want to be fully prepared first,
but just went into the kitchen to make my coffee and flip burgers i was cooking and noticed i had a more fem'ish walk and came to mind "Tom needs to learn to cook better"
(like i mentioned cael allready has a presence as it is but she's no where like another personality like you guys have had luck having ^^;;)
Chibisuke wrote:
if your curious my fa is well Cael's FA is caelthunderwing :3
Danny wrote
Hehe okies :3 I will have a look later tonight at work atm ^^ mine is danny1988 xD
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