by Conco » May 10th, 2015, 1:06 pm
This is very much just going to be a journal about kind of understanding and figuring out my fetish and what kind of person I want to be at this point so apologies for that.
I guess, what I want more than anything is to just be macho. I wanna be masculine, kind of arrogant, cocky. Not stupid or rude or anything, just kind of a manly arrogance. I want to be nice to people, I wanna be intelligent, I just want to be more of a man, to be able to kick back with a beer and watch sports with my guy friends. If anybody can recommend types of files to help me get to this kind of personality, please tell me.
I'm using AbsoluteJock to help me with the sports aspect, and am debating StrokeManly for the confidence aspect. If anybody has personal experience with Stroke Manly please tell me as I am very curious as to how effective it is.
(I'm still using HeteroConversion for becoming straight btw)
So, I think I've explained myself OK and I'd really appreciate any help the people of this forum could give me. I really wanna give myself a personality overhaul because I'm not happy as I am.
Thanks for reading. :?