I've posted here before about my experiments with Bedwetting. I've gotten much farther in my goal this time. This last week I woke up 3 different mornings with my Diaper completely soaked and leaking enough that my bed was SOAKED!!
So when can some one officially claim to be a bed wetter? I pretty much already think of my self as a Bedwetter, and 3 times in a week is making my goal seem real.
This morning was defiantly the winner for best Bedwetting as of yet! I had wet a molicare before bed so I just poked holes in it and put another one over it. Then a night time cloth diaper and plastic pants. So I was pretty prepared.
I loaded a ton of water through the night and then drank some alcohol before going to bed. I've been practicing not clinching after I potty and can stay relaxed pretty well now. So as I was falling asleep I wet my diaper and never clinched after words.
I was pretty surprised to wake up in a completely soaked diaper and bed!
I remember last night while listening to my hypnosis (baby pants bedwetter and day wetter) that I had a moment where I saw my first morning that I woke up to a surprise Bedwetting Accident (with out alcohol or sleeping pills) and it kinda scared me in a very fun way!!
Right now it still doesn't seem real. Even with three alcohol induced bedwetting in a week,
I haven't had the "holy shit, I'm a Bedwetter" moment. Which I'm so excited to have, even though the preview of it was scary.
I've decided that after I've had a few natural Bedwetting Accidents, that I'll start listening to "Bedwetter, fear to reality" I think it would really help cement me into full time Bedwetting. And make me to scared to ever stop wearing my Night time Diapers. Then maybe the "Accidents" for day time wetting file.
I think I've been seeing results faster this time because I've been wearing 24/7 this last week to try and shrink my already small bladder. Which has been working pretty well.
I wish I could find some one to encourage me, I hate it when I get scared and stop wearing. It sucks to see your practice and hard work reversed. One of these days I'll push a little over the edge and be stuck as a Bedwetter!