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james 82 wroteThis was kinda strange. I was using the file today first time sitting down on the lounge. Then it asked to picture what she looks like. I'm following along; next second this face came outta now where towards me, then disappeared within seconds.
I kinda panicked and now have forgotten what it looked like.

So last night I was starting to get some weird fogginess with what I thought was a headache.
Then, for some reason, I started freaking out a little. I couldn't stop shaking. I kept feeling like something was trying to overtake me but I was fighting it.
Even though I feel all right now, I'm still not sure if what I felt was real or maybe some kind of panic attack.[/quote]
How old are you now? According to your posts, you have been listening for about three weeks. If you have been listening regularly, she should be (almost) ready to manifest. Has your alter made herself known to you? Perhaps it was a voice in your head talking to you or making comments. Maybe she let you know her name. A feminine name could have popped into your consciousness. She could have introduced herself in a dream. There are other possibilities as well. If you have been looking at or browsing age-appropriate clothing or toys, that's another possibility.
Don't go wild when you're buying her something she wants. Remember that she will be ten for one week, then eleven for one week, then twelve ... It's not like she's is going to have a lot of time at each age. She will want something of her own that's reasonable. Just don't buy her a few hundred dollars worth of stuff. When you're doing this each week, that will add up.
[color=#FF0000]I kept feeling like something was trying to overtake me but I was fighting it[/color] sounds as if your new alter was testing her power to take over your body. She will probably be ten or at most, eleven. Kids are impatient when they're that young.