by Chrisy1 » October 12th, 2014, 12:47 pm
Well, it worked for me and surprisingly quickly..
I think I've been bisexually for all my life. Thinking about sex I Always came way harder thinking about boys instead of thinking about girls. Altough I loved women and when I was 20 I felt in love with a woman. It felt really good and I really loved her, wanted to stay Always wit her. But we broke up, she dumped me. 5 years later I was in love again and even more than the first time, it was great. Best experience ever. But she dumped me too. I got a bit depressed for a long time. I had some flings, but never any serious relationships anymore.
But in the times I was single, I also masturbated on gay porn. It was fun fantasing about being a really nasty slut. Last year I discovered sissy porn and I came really hard on it. I loved it for being so 'wrong'. I think I saw too many sissy porn, because at a certain point I was convinced I was a sissy. I even ordered panties and wore them at home.
Through sissysocial.net I was introduced to this site. I thought it would be fun to try curse forced gay. But then I read the topic about it and through the topic I discoverd there was no turning back...
I was fed up being bisexual and so the file was tempting. To me being gay was about my sexuality, being heterosexual was more about true love (because I have only loved women till now). Too mee it felt like I had a choice: Like the red and blue pill in the Matrix.. When I was horny, the curse forced gay file was really tempting. But it in the end I decided I wanted a life with a woman and with kids.
And it worked better than I have could imagine (so far). After listening to the file a few times I went to bestsissypic.tumblr.com. But somehow it wasn't so fun anymore. I still got horny but it took more time and wasn't as easy as before. After a few days I thought the girls at the side were hot and about banging them. The file was working.
Now I feel like somehow the curse of all the sissy hypno porn isn't working anymore. I still watch it sometimes but it is not so horny anymore. I am more attractive to girls, think more girls are hot then I thought before and I am more interessed in their curves and bodies then before. And damn, that Rita Volk is one hell of a hotty. It feels great to love al that feminity as a straight man again. (like liking girls being femine, not myself ;) )
Still I can't come as hard as I did in my days watching gay porn, so maybe if that doesn't change I will try my way back to being bi. (and somehow the tought about that is also hot). But for now I think the file will make me more straight everytime and there is a chance for me on true love and making a family with a woman.
So that's why wanted to post this post. I want to thank observer for posting the file. You've changed my life for the good! Thank you!!