Curse Stroke Sissy

[diggermaloo]

There have been many posts about this file but none recently. I wondered if anyone has tried this file recently and if so could they describe their experiences and the effects the file has had.

I'm curious and wondering whether to give it a go just to see what might ensue.

Digger

[Alien4420]

It did exactly what it said it would, turned me into a sissy. Extremely addictive, perhaps the most addictive file I've ever listened to. And extremely powerful. If you listen to this for a while, you'll end up a sissy and love every moment of it. Eventually I was able to reverse some but not all of the effects with my own file and Deprogram All, but it was a near thing and I'm still not sure how this is going to turn out.

[diggermaloo]

Thanks Alien4420

Would you care to elaborate a bit. Did you have any sissy inclinations before you started? What files did you use to reverse the effects and what remains unreversed?

I'd like to know what to expect if I decide to give it a go. I'm straight but fascinated by the thought of being 'made' to do something or behave in a way that I wouldn't normally do through hypnosis.

Any more experiences out there

Digger

[Alien4420]

For some reason, I always liked the idea of having a woman's body. But I was never interested in dressing or acting fem. And I'm not TS, I never felt like a woman inside or had female interests -- in regular life, I've always been happy to be a guy. And fem guys/TV's turned me off. So for me, it was sort of a secondary fetish, the idea of having a woman's body wasn't my main thing but it did turn me on and led me to try some feminization files.

Stroke Sissy was the first file I listened to here and it blew me away, not only did I start acting fem but I was loving it. But I was listening to Mistress Seductra's files at the time and the files conflicted, so after a few days of confusion I ended up going with Seductra's files and dropping Stroke Sissy. Fast forward a few years and I was here reading about other people's experience with Stroke Sissy, which triggered the desire to listen again. I was trying not to so I listened only a few times, but it worked anyway.

Finally, I decided to listen to Deprogram All to undo it. But I didn't want to, so I had to write myself a file that hypnotized me into listening to Deprogram All! And promise myself that I wouldn't lose my fondness for feminization, which was easy because I've listened to other feminizing files and Deprogram All only affects EMG's. Now I've been listening to Deprogram All for maybe a week, and it seems to be working well, I relapse occasionally but for the most part the effects of Stroke Sissy are gone.

Anyway, I guess what I'd say is that if I were still in my 20's or 30's, I'd stick with Stroke Sissy, I love the file and the changes. So it seems does everyone who's listened to it, I think that's one of the things that makes the file so powerful. Or if I had a steady partner who wanted me to dress. But I just didn't think that a middle-aged t girl would have much success finding a partner. I know I'm probably being too paranoid, but I'm out in the boonies now with little privacy so have no chance to date as a girl, and when I look in the mirror I tell myself my time is past. If it weren't for that I'd never have tried to undo the effects.

When I move back to the city I figure I'll see if I can find a suitable partner, and if I can, I'll go back to it. Meanwhile, I think it's safer to keep my options open . . .

[diggermaloo]

Thanks Catgirl, but I was asking for experiences not adverts.

Digger

[diggermaloo]

Thanks for your response Alyssa. I'm still pondering what to do. Which of Mistress Linda's files did you use and how effective were they. I've looked at her site and wondered if they might be worth trying.

Any others with experiences?

Digger

[Alien4420]

I think it's important to say that if you aren't committed to spending the rest of your life as a big-busted 24/7 crossdresser you should *stay away* from EMG's curse files. I'm not sure I made it clear enough that there's no guarantee that you can reverse those files. Most can't, or we're made so we don't want to, same thing.

There's a real charge in being controlled that way, but frankly, having just looked at some of the pictures of sissies in the gallery, if I were some of those people I'd sooner shoot myself than be forced to dress full time in public. (Others, of whatever age, do very nicely -- you have to be honest with yourself about whether your body type and features will allow you to pass.) I'm not making a judgment here, but there's a big practical difference between something that makes you fool around in the privacy of your home or can be thrown off or reversed than with something that makes you a full time T girl for the rest of your life. That can cost you your job, your spouse, even, occasionally, your life.

So -- if you're just looking to be forced to do some feminization, I'd recommend the other files unless you can live with the consequences of breasts and full-time dressing. And I'd choose those files carefully, the biggest mistake some of us make with this stuff is failing to take the hypnotist's descriptions or claims seriously.

[diggermaloo]

Thanks for the warning Alien4420. I see from another of your posts that you say that hypnosis can't cause physical changes so I'm not clear how I would become big breasted. What alternative files might you suggest.

As there have been few responses to my original post I assume that not many have tried CSS recently or are reluctant to describe their experiences.

Digger

[Alien4420]

The file doesn't make your breasts grow directly, what it does is make you grow them with implants or hormones, which do of course work! In fact I started taking them myself, I think there's an embarrassing post here from the day I realized I was going to grow boobs.

Not sure where the other stroke sissies are, but if you look through the comments on the file and the back posts here you'll find plenty of guys telling their stories. Basically, they're along the lines of a) it works b) I love the results. With some guys going through a period where they're upset and fighting it and then giving in and saying they're happy.

I'm still struggling and flip-flopping on this, Deprogram All pretty much took out Stroke Sissy but I'd already gotten addicted to the Mistress Catgirl files which do the same thing more gradually. Part of me wishes I'd never listened to any of these files, part of me wishes I'd listened to something sane that maybe just made me want to dress in my spare time, and part of me wants the files to win, because I love the effects so much. I think if I had it to do over again I'd go with something that made me feminize myself but allowed me to function as a guy in the real world. There's a big difference between dressing for a night on the town and showing up at work in a dress, LOL. At the same time, there's something intensely erotic about being so enslaved that you can be forced to live full time as a woman . . . the Catgirl files are particularly good at making you feel pleasure, she can send waves of pleasure down you with a couple of words.

Hope someone who's less confused comes along to give you advice, LOL . . .

[darkenedav]

Part of me wishes I'd never listened to any of these files, part of me wishes I'd listened to something sane ... and part of me wants the files to win, because I love the effects so much.

I think that's a great quote. That sums up 80% of people's effects from files!
Mine included lol

[PeppermintT]

I went through a CSS period a year or so ago. One thing that made me stop was that I did not want breast implants or to take hormones. That was a step too far. Also I agree with Alien that not every guy would be an attractive sissy-I am certain I would not be. I am shy anyway so any kind of social humiliation would be potentially devasting :cry: . If there was a "lite" version, without breast growth & fulltime dressing then maybe I would be tempted back.

[PeppermintT]

I went through a CSS period a year or so ago. One thing that made me stop was that I did not want breast implants or to take hormones. That was a step too far. Also I agree with Alien that not every guy would be an attractive sissy-I am certain I would not be. I am shy anyway so any kind of social humiliation would be potentially devasting :cry: . If there was a "lite" version, without breast growth & fulltime dressing then maybe I would be tempted back.

[Alien4420]

Yeah, I think you're right about a light version. Catgirl's Go Go Bubble is close -- it's largely based on Stroke Sissy but IIRC it removes the suggestion about breasts and replaces "will" with "may" in many of its suggestions. I think the 24/7 suggestion is still in there, though.

I'm with you, I'd be more willing to do something that was a bit less extreme. I'd even be OK with stuff like growing breasts if they weren't so big I couldn't hide them under my shirt. But a lot of this stuff is so extreme my sense of self preservation kicks in and I stop listening. I think I'd actually be more susceptible to control if the suggestions were a bit more practical.

[MYTY90]

It was rather fun for me to listen to CSS. I did have some journals on it. If you want a change the do it I loved every minute of being a sissy. I did stop bc I had too much going on to continue. When I get a chance I will start again. Plus If u jerk of every day then the more effective it becomes...

[diggermaloo]

Thanks for your input MYTY90. I'll give your journal a read. I'm still undecided whether to give CSS a go. I'm inclined to agree with the earlier comments about a light version. Some of the experiences posted are quite scary. I can't help wondering if they've been hyped up a bit. Can hypnosis really have that profound affect and if so were the subjects half way there anyway? I don't know. I just want to experience being made or persuaded to dosomething that I wouldn't normally do, like having to wear a panties.

Digger

[Alien4420]

That's one of the reasons this stuff is so much fun -- you can't believe how radically you can be changed until you actually try it. Though I'd emphasize the "can," people lie on a continuum of hypnotic suggestibility, from those who can't go under at all (some guys here have been trying for years) to those who are extremely suggestible. With most of us I think somewhere in-between.

Whether you'll obey the suggestion in a given file depends on a lot of other factors, too. It's easier to hypnotize someone into doing something that they want than something to which they're opposed. At some extreme ("you will kill your grandfather"), you can't even get them to accept the suggestion, they'll just pop out of trance. If the objection is milder, I've found that you'll reject it at first, either during the session or when the suggestion attempts to exert itself, but gradually succumb with repeated listening. So for example the fem files can easily hypnotize me into behaving fem when no one is around, but I find I suppress it when someone is, even though I have the urge. While those who have listened to them longer than I have (I've mostly resisted listening to Stroke Sissy, I think I've probably heard it only five or six times) say that eventually that resistance goes away.

Anyway, that's part of the fun, pitting yourself against the file, and part of the fun is discovering that you suddenly love something you used to be indifferent to. And even being able to turn it on and off, I'd tried cross dressing a couple of times over the years but it did nothing for me, then all the fem files made me crazy about it, then I listened to Deprogram All and another file to undo the fem files, and now I'm indifferent to it again. Not only have I had fun with this stuff, I'm starting to apply what I've learned to my life, hypnotizing away bad habits like procrastination that I've struggled with for years.

Finally -- I think one of the things Stroke Sissy and Forced Gay taught me is how much of what we consider good and bad just comes from inside, from how we've been made to feel about something. That if you've been made to be ashamed about or dislike something, that shame and dislike are coming from inside your head, and can be made to go away, leaving you free to enjoy things you couldn't before. More and more, what I ask myself now is whether my objection to something (or fondness for it) is a result of objective consequences, or is just an internalization of pressure and prejudice. So I can say, "OK, I'm not going to keep listening to Stroke Sissy because let's face it, I'm middle aged and there's no way I can compete with those cute 20-year-olds," but I can also say "Hey, if someone I like wants me to be their sissy slave I'm great with it, I'll just put on these headphones and be into it again."

[Triggernewbie]

Something i found out about the CSS File was that it created a second personality in me. Somehow deep inside of me seemed to be a little sissy slut that likes to play and this file let her free.

I talked with many people and the were willing to test out the sissy name i had.

First i was not sure about it what that name meaned when i screamed it when i cummed. But the first time i was named with it i dropped down to obedience and that slut took over.

The first few session were rather light, like striping naked or mastrubating, but then it grow stronger and i wanted to be used more.

One of them ask me what i would wear as sissy uniform and i didn't had any. So suggested to buy a french maid outfit i now have one in my closet.

Also a few toys were added to it - like a buttplug, a dildo and some restraints.

Before i listened to that file i would never use such things or buy them, but now when i'm called with my sissy name i love to be used with them.

I learned that i can have both lives, the one normal working and so on and the little sissy slut being used as toy.

Love to tell you more if you like just sent me an pm.

[starchildskiss78]

With all the wonderful files to listen to...why this one? I guess it sounded like fun to try. I didn't expect it to work at all. I found myself relaxing quite a bit during the beginning of the trance. By the time the curse started, I felt very dreamy (and horny) and very enraptured by what was being said. When EMG asked for my sissy name I proudly gave it out. I think it may actually work!

[starchildskiss78]

welcome to your new life

Thanks!!! :)

[Triggernewbie]

Welcome in the group.

[Centru18]

Hi, I'm kinda stuck here.

I'm tempted but I don't want the 24/7. I have both a strong male and female side and can usually easily switch between the two. But my male side is quite a bit stronger and I feel out of balance.

Im really tempted to try this or CFG but I'm afraid I'm going to wind up on the other side feeling too feminine and right back where I started.

Iv been trying trig woman and trig bound woman with slight success. I get feeling wonderfully bound, but I cant trigger the transformation visualization. Ive also tried IV's gender change and had one minor success once of a closed eye hallucination of me with long delicate fingers and lovely painted fingernails..... Wonderful but haven't been able to repeat.

Any suggestions?

[Alien4420]

Hi, I'm kinda stuck here.

I'm tempted but I don't want the 24/7. I have both a strong male and female side and can usually easily switch between the two. But my male side is quite a bit stronger and I feel out of balance.

Im really tempted to try this or CFG but I'm afraid I'm going to wind up on the other side feeling too feminine and right back where I started.

Iv been trying trig woman and trig bound woman with slight success. I get feeling wonderfully bound, but I cant trigger the transformation visualization. Ive also tried IV's gender change and had one minor success once of a closed eye hallucination of me with long delicate fingers and lovely painted fingernails..... Wonderful but haven't been able to repeat.

Any suggestions?

Yeah, Stroke Sissy isn't the thing for you if you don't want 24/7. It will also make you act fem in everyday life. And it's damn hard to get rid of, I know, I listened to it only a few times and it took me a long time to bury it.

Sounds like you need something that's triggerable. I think there are some files like that, basically someone says the trigger words and your fem part takes over.

Visualization/hallucination is an advanced technique, so there's no need to feel discouraged. I think you'll find that it becomes easier as you gain experience. It's a lot easier to listen to files that make you do something or change the way you feel about something. Particularly when it involves sex, LOL.

[mrblue]

I've copied and pasted my comment that i left on the file below a couple of days ago:

Well a little over 5 yrs ago I listened to this file. I had just discovered this website, so needless to say I was skeptical. I listened to this file and started seeing effects and got very concerned, I started to journal about it. It was tough but I managed to stop listening. Fast forward to a couple days ago. I wanted to listen to a file more for the relaxation effects. Why I decided to listen to this is a mystery but I did. I then listened to feminizing shower bot. After that I was feeling a little horny and started pleasuring myself with thoughts of a female \"f\" buddy in my head. Well, before I knew it the thoughts of being a sissy overtook my other fantasy and I found my self calling myself a sissy with feminine lisp and calling myself connie. My erection was rock hard and had an incredible orgasm. So now I\'m again fighting the urge to listen and fighting the urge to masturbate in fear again. Sometime my impulsivity gets the best (or worst) of me. To anyone else considering this file. Know what you REALLY want.

Today, in the shower I masturbated and of course the sissy thoughts creeped in. The other thing was that I had trim my pubic area very short the morning after listening. I trimmed further this morning, but there was the strong urge to grab my wife's razor to shave myself completely. I literally had to consciously make myself NOT shave myself. It's an effective file. Again, as I said in my post, I don't know what possessed me to listen again. The only thing I come back to is that no matter what I do to resist the effects, there is always something that remains.

[teather]

Hey there Mr Blue...

It seems like we have a similar problem. I listened to CCS a lot about 5 or 6 years ago and got into a bit of difficulty with it too - and still have a craving to listen. The key for me was to resist listening, which was not easy but some of the stuff I was planning and doing was getting quite scary and I think that helped to motivate me.

I admit that I was a casual crossdresser before I listened and I had been dressing on and off for years. I think that part of the appeal of listening to CSS in the first place was the idea of being made to crossdress - that was the main part of the file that has stuck with me.

At first I listened and found the file pleasing and relaxing and when it was finished I felt really good - so I kept listening over and over to get a better trance and came out feeling great. I found that the more I listened the more I wanted to listen and I started to think about ways to feminise myself. I started out underdressing - panties and tights to begin with but I was always planning what I could do next. Thoughts of feminisation were always popping into my head until, if I wasnt concentrating, I'd be making plans to buy stuff, thinking about what I could do that wouldn't be noticable, shaving my body, wearing nail polish on my toes.

I was taking extended coffee breaks at work so that I could get out to my car and listen 3 or 4 times during the day. I was driving into work underdressed and wearing lipstick, bangles and clip on earrings. I'd have to remove it all before entering the offices. Meantime I was always planning my next moves - I bought dresses, skirts, blouses, heels and started to wear them as often as I could even to the extent of taking them into the offices so that I could change before leaving in the evening.

I didnt feel forced to do any of this - its just that it was literally *always* on my mind. If I wasn't feminised in some way I felt guilty, like my conscience was pricking me. When I got up in the morning the first thing I though about was putting on a bra and panties and if I didn't do it I felt bad - like I was betraying myself. A few times I was going to leave for work without bothering to dress in skirt, blouse and heels and ended up turning back to do it - the feelings were that strong. Over time (about 9 months) I was at the point that I was dressing everyday, wearing light makeup whenever possible it was an increasing wrench to change for the office. I was considering how I could get away with wearing female slacks and plain blouses in the office and needed to be careful about removing jewelery - a couple of times I found I was still wearing bangles and I was always checking my lips for lipstick. I was having to put in conscious effort to remain masculine and make sure I hadn't slipped up.

What helped me end this was the risks that I was taking with my job, and my concerns about my feminine behaviour when not concentrating. My walk when relaxed had developed a decidedly feminine wiggle and my hand gestures and posture were developing that way too. When I was walking around the bulding I needed to concentrate not to walk with swaying hips and hands and wrists held in a feminine fashion. It was scary and embarassing when I lapsed and caught myself, I was always glancing behind to see if anyone behind might have noticed.

The final straw was when I started to search online for tips on breast growth and what hormones I might be able to take to get them to grow. I was at risk of ruining my career, health and life over this - once I had taken stock that gave me the motivation to delete the file and stop listening.

Once I was able to stop listening the effects decreased, the constant craving for ever increasing feminisation diminished and I was able to get back to some kind of normality. I still crave the file and have downloaded it again - I have it on my MP3 player and I probably still think about it almost everyday. I listened again briefly about a year ago and found that the effects were similar - except that things escalated more quickly. I was still able to stop again.

Now I dont listen.

[Alien4420]

LOL, yeah, it's an amazingly sticky file. Another thing I've found is that it's easily resurrected if you're reminded of it, for example, I haven't listened to it for something like a year, and before that I don't think I'd listened to it more than seven times, but yesterday I noticed that I'd started wagging my hips again, and couldn't figure out why until I realized it was probably because I'd read that post by Mr. Blue. What's more, I'm tempted to listen to it again. It's sort of the crack cocaine of files! But, as you say, if you don't listen it will recede into the background.

[mrblue]

Wow. You took it far. The one thing I know stuck with me from my first listening 5 yrs ago, was on those rare occasions (1 or 2 per year) that I've met up with men, on a few of those I was easily convinced to wear womens lingerie and lipstick. And after listening to it this week; a day or 2 later I saw a personals post looking for someone who would wear panties & stockings. I responded but the man didn't write back. The one thing that helps me veer away is when I look at sissified or feminized men pictures and see how mostly ludicrous it looks (no offense meant), that I find myself too vain to attempt it.

[Alien4420]

Wow. You took it far. The one thing I know stuck with me from my first listening 5 yrs ago, was on those rare occasions (1 or 2 per year) that I've met up with men, on a few of those I was easily convinced to wear womens lingerie and lipstick. And after listening to it this week; a day or 2 later I saw a personals post looking for someone who would wear panties & stockings. I responded but the man didn't write back. The one thing that helps me veer away is when I look at sissified or feminized men pictures and see how mostly ludicrous it looks (no offense meant), that I find myself too vain to attempt it.

LOL, yeah, that can be a turnoff.

The thing is, I didn't listen to Stroke Sissy that much. It was the first curse file I listened to, years ago, and I listened only a few times because it conflicted with another file I was listening to (they both made you do something while you masturbated). Then, I swore no more curse files. Several years later, I got sucked back in, I read something about stroke sissy on this site and found myself downloading the script -- just to look at it, mind -- and then I read it -- and then I listened to it the next day. Managed not to listen again for a while, then I got pulled back a few more times. But that was all it took, I was behaving more and more feminine. It took me something like a year before the effects wore off and even so, the file's still in me, wanting to come out. If I'd been younger, I'd be living as a woman now. But I'm middle aged and I just couldn't see myself as an old TV.

[MsJ]

The one thing that helps me veer away is when I look at sissified or feminized men pictures and see how mostly ludicrous it looks (no offense meant), that I find myself too vain to attempt it.

don't tempt me ...

[teather]

In my case I couldn't agree more about the ridiculousness of it all (visions of Emily Howard) - but it didnt stop me; I was caught up in the file. A few months ago I was almost stopped in my tracks in a shopping centre when I heard a woman's voice shouting out the name I had chosen as oart of CSS. When I turned, she was calling after her young daughter. I know that parts of CSS are still lurking within; I'm thinking more and more about listening, and if I do I'll probably launch back in as soon as I can get clothes and stuff to do it.

[susanbitv]

Hi, I don't know if anyone can help me. I am VERY TV verging on TS, I am also VERY BI, I wear female underwear 24/7 365 and dress as often as possible (sometimes going out dressed) I have long hair and pass as a woman when dressed. What is likely to happen to me if I start listening to this file? I have had it on my pc for sometime, but been a bit nervous to try it as I am already a long way down this path. If anyone has tried this in my situation, please tell me the result. Many thanks. Hugs Sue

[Alien4420]

Basically, it will make you more of what you already are. You'll start acting fem in day-to-day life if you don't already, you'll want to dress full time. It will also make you seek out strong partners and it will make you submissive to them. Honestly, I'd stay away until/unless you want to go full time. The file is a blast but depending on your circumstances it could cause real problems.

[susanbitv]

Hi Alien, thank you. I think I suspected as much, it could cause problems for me. I'd love to go full time but family issues prevent it at the moment, in the future things might be very different and I can perhaps use it then. I'll keep it on the computer until I can put it to best use I think.
Thanks again.
Hugs.
Sue

[winters10102003]

well i have to say it but be careful. This file is a creeper depending on your level of entrancing im not sure how far you will fall into this trap. I listened to it one and half times and im feeling the effects at a much slower pace then the others. Although i have to admit i was a lazy kind of cross dresser with a few dresses and shoes. now i own 4 pairs of bras , panties, 6 dresses etc, etc my females clothes are out growing my male ones. and now im going wig and make up shopping sometime this week to complete my transformation of sorts but it looks like im becoming Vivian more and more. So make some plans in case this file ensnares you and keep up the journal !


~~~ Vivian Winters ~~~

[winters10102003]

i see i had the same experience after my first time as well. I started roaming female underwear sites for panties and shocked me when i realized what i was doing lol. Also i didn't confess my sissy name until 2nd time into the file i couldn't fight it no more and Vivian was my new name. But oh well life as i knew is about to change i can no longer fight it so im embracing it.

[winters10102003]

well i feel yea on that ive already started looking for temporary nails or doing my own which seems to be growing a lot faster since i listened to the file. im fully dressed now and every time i come home seems there is no escape now . also people ask if its the file or if i really want this ? well i have to say i don't know anymore but it could be both seems like im becoming more and more fem after i pleasure myself. also i cant get my sissy name out of my head she is back with a vengeance and she isnt happy with my manley wardrobe.

~~~ Vivian Winters~~~

[winters10102003]

not yet i bought a body shaping slip, 3 more pairs of panties, 5 pairs of panty hose, skirt and two tops. hopefully this weekend i'll gather my wig and makeup and begin taking that final female shape.

[Plaat]

Hey, I think fem files are really fun but I never go though with them. as soon as they start affecting me, meaning I think about them more, I swtich to other files, or whatnot. I must have really good control or something, but I feel like Mr blue I fell I'd look horrible, but it does turn me on. And yes LmsS is powerful, but I can never seem to listen to a file more then twice in a row. files suggestions never take, and thus I'm not a sissy, but hey if any of you and in the New York Area, I'm game to show real sissies a man that has control of his plain hertro life!

[oraprog]

Well I recently started listening to this file again and have started buying a few pieces of lingerie. :oops:

Good for you - but why say oops? Enjoy it and have fun. Push it a little. If you want variety, try "Be Attractive" for some tame incentive or Little Miss Squidgy: Panties which will really get you reved up. LMS:P is just about panties, so there's no reason to worry, right?

[Blackjaz]

With stoke sissy, does anyone get any kind of passing out when you listen towards the end of it ? I am only on my 2 listen and I keep feeling I am about to pass out.

[winters10102003]

i haven't but i get light headed once im dressed up i become very sugestable and my fem side takes over.

[Blackjaz]

i haven't but i get light headed once im dressed up i become very sugestable and my fem side takes over.

Odd. I stop listening, but I am going to back to listening starting next week once things come down again. It could because I work from 1 to 10 and why it does that. I am thinking of listening to female take over in the morning and this at night.... Should give me interesting effect.

[J40]

With stoke sissy, does anyone get any kind of passing out when you listen towards the end of it ? I am only on my 2 listen and I keep feeling I am about to pass out.

I did. It was the second or third time listening. Totally blanked about halfway through. Woke up after.

[Blackjaz]

With stoke sissy, does anyone get any kind of passing out when you listen towards the end of it ? I am only on my 2 listen and I keep feeling I am about to pass out.

I did. It was the second or third time listening. Totally blanked about halfway through. Woke up after.

I see. Glad I wasn't the only one. I kind figure it was because I work 5 days a week and listen after work. I kind stop listening because my interest was pull by Curse Female take over.
So been listen to that once a week.

[maverika]

Oh god this file!

I've been using a variety of Goddess Gracies files and others. There's been some effect...but here i am in a Tally Weil lbd, garter, stockings, heels like i'm about to go clubbing! I have a make up bag under my bed, it hasn't seen the light of day since 2010, i took it an opened it for the first time tonight, i cant tell you how hard to resist putting even a little lipstick on was. So it looks like i will be going clubbing a few mins, but theres only one track in the club i'm going to... oh dear!

I did notice a cheat for this file though! Snap your fingers, or light trance yourself(stare into middle distance and drift away...) and command yourself with your sissy name, that seems to work!

And all this...off 2 'n'half listens... oh gawwwwwwwwwwwd!

[thegoodone4300]

Stroke Sissy is a great file especially if you mix it with cum curse, that makes you eat your own cum. The joy i get from listineing to these files and then obeying is better then anything in this world. I am straight male but its time to succumb and masturbate daily to these files. Don't worry it feels amazing to give in the pleasure is real and I love it

[diggermaloo]

Those who have followed this thread will be aware that I started it a few years ago. In the intervening time I have umm'd and ahh'd about whether to try it and to date have always chickened out.

Well now I've decided to see what all the fuss is about and to give it a go. Maybe I'll feel something or maybe I won't but I figure it's worth trying. I'm not sure how many listens it'll take, I'll just have to see.

I've always had an interest in hypnosis and being made to behave in a way that I wouldn't normally so watch this space!!

[smoothpits]

So I read all of and took the dare. Listened about 8 times now.
Not sure of the effects but my breasts seem larger. Have a fold of fat under my arms (very soft)
and some roundness on my chest
Also feel this sort of tingle in my crotch at times.

Is this something to do with file or just my imagination?