holy cow. i listened to  this "exteme dumpdown" file. how can it affect me so much right now?

as time goes by after listening the effects worsen. i must think super hard to remember what i was going to write. i wrote on the forum (dumbing down post). read there because for now i cant think what to write now here

ohwell i hope itll work and i can continue this jhournal. my mind is super slow and foggy now. thinking is way to hard

typing is hard too. can't find next thought. its just not there. thats why this is ramling.

i just cant believe this file is so effective (ha ha big word) after just one listen. i remember it was a very very boring story and i dont understand anymore what it was about. I cheat and read the descripton of the file again. somewhting about association and dissocation. i don't understand that.

but i need so much to listen again. i;m exited to see where this is going. for now it looks like i can still write ha ha