Chapter 1

Charless and the Little One...ch1

by Casey @ warp my mind

6/30/2020 all rights reserved.

Charless hears the Little one crying...

Walks over.. May I ask what is wrong Little One?

Little One Cries:: answers inaudibly at first...

Charless: Take Deep Breaths.. Calm Down.. On Track Little One... What is going on?

Little One: I feel very upset....

Charless: Well, What has you so upset?... this is not like you to be this upset...

Little One: .. and Old relative came to visit.. and I was not even allowed to say Hello.. But, I over heard bullshit talking about how my gang is so bad, and they know my group and I are not so bad, but them hearing people talk shit about it all the time has gotten into their heads, and they were to afraid to talk to me to see if the rumors were true.... 

Charless: And...

Little One: ... Curator who I was getting along with well since New Years started to turn on me and snap at me... I know she is sick and all.. but I wish her and my family would keep in mind I am sick too and not feeling well....

Charless: Yes.. true.. Just avoid her...

Little One: I have other than in the evening I try to have good family time and they do not want to ever talk to me want me to just go away.. I feel so damn lonely, unwanted and isolated.. and the internet keeps going down a lot with all of this rain.

Charless: So you are upset as you want some good quality time, and attention from curator and others?

Little One: Yes.. It was going so well until this stupid Chatter named TINA started drama with my sister, her and my family. She keeps coming into the chatroom, provoking and harassing me. She makes up lies and drama about chatters all the time.. I wish the owner would ban her.. But he tries to give everyone a place to come to chat and hang out.. Even the people we do not like.. It is super stressful at times... I miss the old chatrooms.. but When MV, and them all did their games, and 33 it really killed my chatroom life.. As People did not know the difference between reality fantasy.. and people keep doing the same with my stories on this site.. As I take some of reality snippits and intergrate them into my stories to make a point...

Charless: Can't you talk to them?

Little one: No it is always go away or they treat me like such crap I end up squealing and crying because they will not just stop and listen to me and treat me right. 

Charless: What else is upsetting you?

Little One: well. I friended curator on my Facebook for awhile and it was going good.. Then I posted this week about being happy over my Hypnosis certification Anniversary... And Curator Replied with a Dog running around pooping and duck nipping literally at its asshole.. It was really gross.. I was confused as to why the hell she posted this gross thing... I told Curator and Goofy Old Man... About my hypnosis anniversary and she replied did you get the post about the duck I said yeah why? had a nasty look on her face....  I did not catch it at first but she is calling me a quack... Then she removed me off Facebook....

Charless: What kind of parents do this to their adopted child?... Little One is is perfectly normal for you to be upset, and disgusted with this. It is not your fault, there is nothing you can do to make them stop, look, and listen.. if they want to run into the train with their issues and cause a wreck.. That is their fault... You need to stay on track, throw the brakes and just slide along and let the Debris slide off of you...

Little One: They were so happy my neice made the Dean's List. I am proud for her too.. But, Why can they not be happy about any of my accomplishments and work?

Charless: So... What all are you certified in.. Not meaning Just the Reiki.... I know you are certified in 100s of modalities of that....

Charless: List your certifications Little One.. You have worked hard for them:

Little One:

Happiness Coach Specialist

Professional Accredited

Life Coaching Certification Course

Fully Accredited Master hypnotherapist

Complete Hypnotherapy and Hypnosis training course

Professional Accredited NLP Course

psychotherapy diploma

yoga teacher training

Past Lives - Exploring the Path To Heal the Present

CBT Cognitive Behavioural Therapy

for Living a life of Freedom

professional counseling

reflexology course

between lives regression

mindfullness

sports psychology

weight loss

complete nutrition

Fully Accredited Heal Your Inner Child Diploma Course

Feng Shui

Charless: And why are you upset again? .. Look at this list Little One.. You really do not need others to know or be proud of what you had accomplished.. and You get multiple certification at once.. You work your way through and fast.... you forgot to list Guided Meditation Certification.... You were proud of that one....You have about 15 you did not list...

Little One: I am not going through them all...

Charless: Toot toot many... I give a Toot! .. Good job The Little One that could...

Little One: "Groans...".. "Thanks.."

Charless: You still have not crossed the railroad tracks have you...

Little One: No.. No one ever takes me anywhere and this pandemic shit ain't fucking helping...

Charless: Controller says you are saying .. "Fucking and fuckity, Fucktards" More than usual.. .. What is this about?

Little One: I Feel Fucked.. I work hard, I give of my time, I try to communicate.. I output a lot of positive items, and People are still fucking up my rep with their god damn lies about my fucking gang...

Charless: That really hurts too you have deal with this since 1993 the community has a serious OCD issue about you and your group... Have you thought of trying to release a popular song, or item to correct this?

Little One: I thought about it but I want to correct my swearing issue and intermittant emotional spats first.. But, It seems like those closest to me are falling for the crap are are just a paranoid and I am tired of it...  I keep trying to get some normal good positive social interaction.. But, all I get is avoided, shit on, or told to go away... So, I am stuck hanging with my UK and Ozzy friends I love them.. But, I get tired of their no bans rule... I am tired of the fake NWO Messiah people who are so gross... and the White Supremacists, and anti Jewish morons that come in the room... I am burned out from working with these types of people.. They do eventually come around.. But, again I would like to just relax and hang with friends at time.. but I am always working... .. As I chat, and always studying...

Charless: Have you ever thought you need a break from all the working and studying and just need some fun time is why you are so upset?...

Little One: Any time I am happy about something.. I get attacked for it.. Do people think I am suppose to be an emotionalness train drone all the time? Can't my human ever come out and just be human?...

Charless: Maybe that is the problem.. Maybe they think if you are happy they need to say rotten shit to you to make you suffer? ... This is not how your program works... You are not programmed for anyone to walk up to you and just treat you badly and to suffer you, or to try to trigger you...

Little One: I know.. They tend to think any time anyone says "hot" or any words in the program that it activates all the time for everyone.. and That ain't true..

Charless: That would cause real issues if it was... There is a big difference in properly working your ETS programs, and just someone hap hazardly trying to through words around... You do have many safeties in the programs.. Examples.. Family members can not trigger ETS programs, and and none not part of your authorised team can do this as well, and those on your team need permission to bring you to a session, before they do other than balancing and rescue triggers..

Little One: Of course Not.. that would be horrible...

Charless: Controller says to many people are taking our characteristic roleplays in these stories way to serious too... and general archetypes... Like.. Tell me about Mr. Mechanic..

Little One: Mr. Mechanic is just a sterotypical anti GLBT mechnical character it is not based on anyone...But it seems some people thought it was based on someone over my doo whop example... As sometimes people who do things.. Think they are the only ones to have ever done those things to me, and this is not so... Now, Booger and Pigman.. 

Charless: Yes, I know Booger and Pigman.. How is that going?

Little One: Thank Spirit, I not had any Booger contact.. Pigman is doing much better when Booger is not around.. as expected.. He still makes me head spin a lot.. but, I also know he is crying for socialization as much as I am at times... So, I tolerate it as best as I can.. Harder to do when I am in pain, tired and stressed.

Charless: Tired,, Are you sleeping ok?

Little One: Not really, I am going insomniac on and off.. I lay in bed all night and then suddenly it is morning or I wake up cussing swearing and screaming...

Charless: It seems people shit talking you gang, and you have really opened a lot of old wounds...

Little One: Sure does.. all my life I had to listen to people make up stuff about how I am so dangerous, and I am such a threat, and I am such a bad person... The only people who really see me as that is the illegal criminals who know I will turn them in.. If they are threat to themselves and others...

Charless: So why don't you turn booger in? Why don't you turn these people in that are stirring the pot with your family?

Little One: Sighs... I wish I could... Nothing ever gets done.. They love to turn around on me and make me into liar... only lying I do is pretending I like shit that I do not.. because I do not want to spoil someone else happiness.. "Do you like my dress?" I ask do you like it? If they say yes, I am like Yes, it is great on you.. if they don't oh yeah thati s ugly.. I could not care less one way or another about the dress as long as I do not have to see above the finger tips when they hang their hands down.... Even then I have the respect to look the other way, and not comment...

Charless: Maybe you need to talk to Goofy Old Man.. Let's say you do go out to have fun what would you do?....

Little One: I would like to ride around town over railroad tracks... and go have a rootbeer float.. he used to take me to town once a year in the spring to do this.. But he has not done it since G Fundy got sick... its like all the fun stuff we used to do we do not do anymore... yet, he takes pigman to town and for rides... and I wish they would have others bring home our take out food.. 

Charless: Maybe you need to walk in the room and say  you really miss the times, when you used to do these things.. and think you all should go for a ride to do this... some time...

Little One.. There is no sense of trying there is always ... always some excuse...

Charless: I recommend you resume working on your music in between your working and studying... You are super good with subliminals.. Work on some good subliminal music.. What happened to finishing your last tracks?

Little One: I got distracted and forgot about them...

Charless: You need to get back into making three files a week for the adult site, and three files a week for the non adult site, and I recommend one of those three being a paid one.. and at least one free one... or you choose a previous one to make a free one... You were doing all those prayers ones.. Why did you stop?..

Little One: My voice is shot from these intermittant swearing blow ups I am having in my sleep or when people keep pressuring me...

Charless: You have a pressure release Valve.. You need to train yourself to use it more...

Charless: Walks over trigger it by both ears...

Little One: sighs... a long sigh like hissing steam...

Charless: We have not renewed your program contract.. I do believe with all the Anti Slavery movements going on.. We should call you Little One for Now.. People are getting the wrong idea about your system, and you and what you are about... It will still be under this category at times though...

Charless: Call this one.. Ch. 1 .. New Series..

Charless: Since your Famous Ills whys are your biggest fans and stalkers.. Maybe you need to start designing specific content just for them.. And it really is to bad.. That you and Curator were doing so well this year.. And She sees one old relative and goes from good Curator back into the nasty one.. Give her time... Maybe she will apologise and come back around.. Maybe your "Team" Needs to give her a call to let her know you are not a "Quack" and that you are legitamately certified in hypnosis... and Maybe they misunderstood your comment.. When you said you might make lots of referrals to your neice.. Maybe they thought you meant as a doctor.. Laughs.. I know you mean as individual when you post ask a doctor or pharmacist, or herbalist.. about certain medicine information....type posts.... The only Dr. You are is of Divinity...

Little One: Yes, Dr. of Divinity.. but I do not use that title.. as people generally do not understand or know what that is and would make an issue of it..

Charless: I understand.. So how did you get 6 units of psychology done in two hours with that storm rolling in?

Little One: I am not sure but I did very good on that.. But.. Now that my course has been extended I can go back and study the units again at my normal pace...

Charless: Your family and others will always deny your accomplishments and what you do, but you do have your certifications and your proof... So, do not worry about them, Stay on track, and focuse on your own journey, your work, and your continous goods you keep contributing to humanity... You need orders is to add your music work back to your work, and finish your ETP, and the programs you did not complete last time.

Charless: And Stop crying.. it is such a waste of suffering...  Little Nicki remember?

Little One: Yes, Sir.. Thank you Sir...

Charless: We will work on this later.. Play your Casey at the Control, and Steam Controls file as you sleep.. This combination usually guides you into good dreams and out of these nightmeres...  I do wonder if the White Supremacist man is triggering you too.. Do not forget to block and ignores those guys the moment it becomes stressing.. Even healing, energy and light workers .. and railroad vampires.. need to decide when and when not to guide trains of thought... Guide your own to a place of relaxations and watch your projective empathy and reiki ripple out...

Little One: Yes, Sir...

Charless: Look up the Just for Today daily statements resume those again too...

Charless: Walks off... 

Little One: .. Sighs.. stretches.. Yawns.. finds the files.. and goes to sleep.. zZzZzZ....