You will believe you have been castrated. You will no longer produce testosterone. To keep you from having sex again a curved stainless steel chastity tube with ball cage was put on you. There is no way you can remove the chastity tube. It makes it impossible to get an erection, have sex, masturbate, or play with yourself. It keeps your penis aimed down at all times making it impossible to use a urinal. This is a nine month curse, if not removed in twelve months it becomes permanent.