Chapter 3

Charless and the Little One Your hate.....CH3

by Casey @ warp my mind

9/9/2020 all rights reserved.

Controller: Delivers a Message...From Charless to Little One...

"Meet me at my place, at the Track Altar out back...Be in your Spiritual Garb...ASAP"

LittleOne: Thinks.. okay this is sort of unusual.. But, Grabs Staff, Prayer Hat, Robe.. Cleans up and goes...

Charless: One Track.. Step to the Altar..

Little One: Yes, Sir..

Charless: I want you to salute it.. Then Open your Prayer Circle in the way your tradition...

Little One: Bows East, Does prayers Bows South Does Prayers Bows West Does Prayers.. Bows North Does Prayer... Says Prayer to Mother Earth, Says, Prayers to G-d..  in Christian, Judeo ways..

Curiously Looks at Charless...

Charless: What does your prayers almost all have in common....

Little One: Love?...

Charless: Love, and Light.. and Healing... You work both dark and light.. but many do not realize the true reason for you working with the dark.. What is is about?

Little One: It is all about balance....

Charless: What does your Exist to Suffer program symbolically symbolize and which tradition inspired this?...

Little One: Dark Night of the Soul in Celic Shaman...

Charless: What is the Dark Night of the soul.

Little One: This is where people go to slowly die, in order to be reknewed and rebirthed again. Some deliberately journey in this way for Spiritual growth, but most people who are coming into a Spiritual path of some form experience this, Preist, Shamans, Medicine People, Motivation Speakers.. Doctors, Nurses.. Psychics, Mediums.. I have talked to so many who have gone through this... As Nature puts the Darkest Dark, Next to the Lightest Light.. Even Artists as they learn to drawn of nature learn this...

Charless: And your exist to suffer program is based on some of your Dark Night experiences?

Little One: Yes, They are. I wrote the original Exist to Suffer programs based on repeitive dreams and nightmeres I had at the worse of my depression.. I did not understand why I was so depressed and going through all of this. I was afraid fearing I was fighting demons trying to take me to Hell, and at one point.. I thought for sure no matter what I did I was going there...

Charless: You sure did...

Little One: Yes, The Christians often teach Hell is permanent and forever.. but I view Hell more like what the Celtic Shamans call the Cave of Lost Souls and Soul parts...

Charless: Explain this...

Little One: When one experiences are traumatic experience a energetic part of their soul seperates and usually will be snatched by what appears to be demons who use it as a power source and take it into the cave of lost souls or hell with them... Torture it feed on it.. etc...  But then when a person starts to heal... These pieces of soul parts and energy gradually return to a person.

Charless: Can other people or Deities return it as well.

Little One: Yes, Christians pray to Christ for help he returns it and heals it. When Doctors guide the body to heal up and mend.. Yes, they guide the give the meds and such but in the end it is up to the individual patient soul and body, and the powers at be to do the actual healing...

Charless: And Shamans.. What do they do?

Little One: They do a Shamanic journey.. They go into trance journey got to the Cave of Lost souls find the missing soul energy part, of soul of the person, and guide them out or bring them out and return it to the person, or even to their deity, guardians or guides or Angels for them to hand it to the individual they journey for to heal and mend.. Sometimes the lost part will be next to the person for a long time as it slowly returns to them...

Charless: What happens with the Cave of Lost Souls as one is going through a Shaman or Shamanic intiation...

Little One: The Shaman or Shamanic practioners or others I even mentioned.. Will have a very scary experience they feel kidnapped in some way and dragged into the cave of lost souls tortured in some manner.. Torn up ... to nothing.. and then eventually partially put together and will find items or objects place into them.. and as they are put back together sometimes the demon like things do the put together other times it is Angels, guides or guardians, or in many cases the Shamanic picks up their own pieces and puts them together and sews or attaches them back in... as they continue to battle the scary thing...As they fight their way out of the Cave and return to their location of where they are... prior to the attack...

Charless: What does it mean to have these objects or items place within them?

Little One: These objects and items are symbolic of energies, gifts, medicines, powers, talents, Essences..

Charless: What object did you recieve?

Little One: Rails, Spikes, obsideon, Lava, Hawk, Blue jay, Dove, and sparrow, Feathers, Fire, Lighting, and Rain...and a Seagull feather... grasses and many types of tree bark, definately oak tree...

Charless: That explains a lot laughs...

Charless: Your multicultural and Multispiritual path is based mostly on love and light and uses dark other than for balance for what?

Little One: Darkness is learning and growth too. We explore our fears, and challenges so that we can help and guide others through their own fears and challenges when the time comes...  As when one works to battle the strange, unknown bad and scary things, We can not do so with Fear as Fear feeds its strength. We need to do so with patience, love, and compassion.

Charless: Well do you have love and compassion for that investigator and oral surgeon...

Little One: I had enough compassion to not do to him what I wanted to do at the time that oral surgeon I wanted to clock him one... but, I must RAIL .. as in REAL ACTION in LOVE.. and listening to the passing train helped me focus and calm myself to be as I wanted to be and not a violent assaulter type...

Charless: and the investigator?...

Little One: I admit I am confused about him. I really think he means well in trying to work with my programs and such... But, he needs to really know what he is doing... like the Mother Nature thing this last time.. That alt can not be brought into the sacrifice programs that only brings in wicked storms... But, I wonder if he was thinking that would help my work on my Mother Nature stories or something or maybe bring her fighting spirit out in me more.. I don't know... I do not think he realizes my Mother Nature alt is a product of myself as young child trying to Shamanize publicly for the first time without stating that is what I was doing for fear of getting into trouble for it... After all the nickname and such did fall upon my head like a lightning strike in such a way I did not even want it.. but, I knew for some reason I was guided into it and did my best with it and this did end most of the fighting that was going on as we gathered together in love and peace...But I also as so taxing on my energy, as I was so used to being a loner, and then suddenly was surrounded by crowds.. and struggling for some alone time.. I do not mind being center of attention at times but I will still need plenty of alone time, to rant, to pray, to meditate, to journey etc..

Charless: To journey... Are all journeys intentional?

LittleOne: Most Shamans and Shamanic practioners journey or my Lakota Side used to call it Vision questing.. but I do not do it in the way of their tradition.. I do it by breathing, dancing, chanting in the way that Grandma Shaman taught me...

Charless: Who was Grandma Shaman?

Little One: Grandma Shaman is a Shaman one of my grandmas met on a mission trip.. who told them their grand child that wore purple all the time would grow up to be a great medicine person and to help them, they were supposed to read stories to them from all religions... And she believed her daughter who died in a fire is the woman who choose them prior to being born for this.

Charless: I thought that was the Rose bud Reservation Elder that said this?

Little One: The Rosebud Woman said similar and gave me a special pot I am suppose to return to the reservation some day if I can with to prove it.. But, I do not think I will do that as many have issues with non traditionalist Shamans coming to the Native Rez as there is a major misunderstanding of Their Youth Following the Non Traditionalist and being pulled away from their traditions, and I do not want to add to this issue.. I am not about pulling anyone from their traditions or cultures, I am about uniting the cultures together so practice as they are coming together for a common goal of love, peace, and unity.. Also not to do away with any traditions or cultures other than to do away with practices of them hating on each other and harming each other all the time instead of embracing them.

Charless: Your Multicultural and Multispiritual ways will always be misunderstood and controversial, but for those who get to really know you, will know what you really stand for is what you state.

Charless: it is to bad I see with you to many focus on your dark humor, fantasies, and jokes and get scared and worried and then want to make you stop... As for you these traits are about balance, humor, and confronting you and others Shadows for us to shine bright, and not allow it to effect our actions or behaviors in bad ways... as well as to vent and release emotions in a non harmful manner... Fantasy is harmless.. But sadly many do not realize that as a Shamanic Practioner you do clearly know the difference between fantasy and reality...

Charless: So, to be sure.. You are still giving that investigator a chance?

Little One: Yes, For now.. But, I do have my human limits and living being limits despite my Railroadin' ...  And I hope all the Spirits and such promising me good changes are coming and not giving me a load of bull to guide me along with a carrot on a stick.. I am so fed up with that...

Charless: all other projects and works are on hold.. You task is to work on your Mother Nature Stories, and Hawk Warrior stories.. It is time the world learns the truth of what you really do...

And Love LOVE LOVE focus on growing your inner love and light.. Go through what was done to you and look at the sacrifice of live each of those who did it on the day they sacrifice did to do this ritual to help you grow, and help those present to see you were not acting, and to witness as Mother Nature Said the Sound of the flying thunder being, and the stick with a couple of nuts fly through the window and land near them.. To get their attention. You are not a fake or phoney, you are what you are called to be.. no matter what title or tradition they approach you as. You are valid worker of Spirit.. As you say..  as Holy Spirit Catholics Say, and as you say Great Spirit Mystery... as Lakota say..

You are also to prepare yourself, as you are going to start taking an active lead again... I am the others do not know why, when or how... But.. all we do know is this clue...

This is Pope.. important...

LittleOne: Laughs lol.. Nuh unh.. that is as crazy as their Saint Talk..

Charless: Laughs... You had that responce to every spiritual title you had earned along the way.. and how many times did the Spirits throw lightning at you demanding you to accept the Shaman call?

Little One:.. to many.. I finally ordered the church title held it up to the storm ok ok i accept stop throwing that shit at me please! ... it.. has.. oddly seemed to stop.... Still strikes close at times though..

Charless: Laughs.. Purify, cleanse, rest, recharge and prepare.. Something is going to force you into a new lead role, you have not imagined and it is soon.. VERY soon you and I both are seeing the death signs all around you.. and I see you now understand the burned woman vision....

Close your prayer circle walk in love.. You are dismissed... 

Little One: Thanks Spirits in north direction, thanks in west, thanks in south, thanks in East, thanks in Sky.. thanks to Earth...

Charless: You truly work with all.. no doubt.. in a good balance.. but soon you will not work quietly in the shadows any longer...

Charless: Steps away...

Little One: pauses stairing at the railroad track alter.. Then Crosses arm and Rail Salutes the guardian Orisha .. Papa Ogun.. and steps out.. too...