So Yesterday Jeanette and I were talking in irc, and Jeanette wanted to send me an email :) I willingly read her email of course, and waited patiently to see if i would obey it.

This morning I woke up to go to school when suddenly i felt like i started to loose control of my bladder. I tried really hard to keep it in but suddenly it just lost control, and in a way it felt so humiliating.

But it doesnt end there. Today in class, the same feeling came around, and i didnt understand why suddenly i was losing so much control over my bladder. I tried really hard to hold it because it felt so embarressing if it would happen in class, but again it didnt hold up. i lost control of my bladder AGAIN.. and this time.. i was in class!

I couldn't have felt more humiliated, embarressed knowing that everyone could possibly see that i wet myself.. I didnt want to get up and leave after revising my paragraph because i just felt so humiliated. Thank god i was wearing black pants.

Then as soon as i went to the washroom after class, I looked and it wasn't real! I look down at my panties and they were dry. I grinned happily and excitingly knowing exactly what just happened. I was tricked. And i loved every minute of it.

"must do

As you read this, you will know that it is safe, because who screened it for you and he would never let anything through that you are not okay with. Therefore you will know that you can trust and obey this email without thought or hesitation. You will feel yourself forgetting it consciously, while letting my suggestions sink deep into your subconscious mind. You will obey this email eagerly and thoroughly, but you will feel there is no need for you to remember it. I t will be so easy. It will all just happen by itself, all you have to do is read and obey my instructions. You know how much you want that.

As you remember our conversation and how I told you about the humiliating experience I had in class today, it will really excite you to imagine what it must have been like for me to wet myself in front of all those people. You will know that I was completely unable to stop myself. It was just like someone was controlling my bladder, but it wasn't me. I just sat there and suddenly my crotch grew all warm and wet and I peed myself until there was no more to come. It soaked into the fabric of my pants and as I describe this to you, you will feel how exciting it must have been.

The next time you are in class, you will at some point find yourself thinking about that incident again. You will then suddenly realize that I may have secretly given you a suggestion that makes you do the same. You will get very worried that you might be about to wet yourself, but there will be nothing you can do it. You will feel the pressure in your bladder building and building until suddenly you will feel it just the way i described. It will feel like it is happenind, all by itself, you being completely powerless to stop it from happening to you like it did to me.

All this will, however, not be real. You will not actually wet yourself in class. But it will feel like you are, the warmth, the wetness, it will all feel like it is happening to you. It will be utterly embarassing and so very exciting. You will feel like you are emptying your whole bladder until there is no more to come. After you are finished you find that you must sit like that until the lesson is over. You will believe that maybe people are noticing but you will not try to get up. Actually, you will have no idea what to do. It will just be utterly humiliating and you will find it exciting as hell.

As soon as the lesson is over, you will suddenly realize that your pants are completely dry and you did not actually do it. You will feel relieved, but also a little disappointed for not being that daring really.

When you meet me the next time in chat after that experience, you will want to describe it to me. You will want to describe exactly how it felt in every aspect. The feeling in your bladder, on your skin, the people around you, the way you must have looked, all of it. As you tell me about it, you will re-live it before your minds eye and suddenly you will find yourself peeing your pants for real. It will be all safe, but while you describe your experience to me, you will suddenly start slowly peeing yourself and it will feel very exciting and rewarding. You will then thank me for making you wet yourself in class.

You will read this file two times, ensuring that you understood and memorized it completely. You must do all of this."

P.s I will be away from Oct. 9th, and wont be home until later on the 13th. I will be saving any future emails i receive until then.