Since, this morning when I seen the blog that I did not write but she did, I knew what had to be done. She is starting to break out. I told my friends about this in chat about everything. And just by them saying her name like "so and so wants to go out and play" I get so weak and she did break out even though I told them to not say her name! She wasn't this strong before, but that is probably because I had listened to the file again expecting she would give me more advice not a full take over but I suppose that is what the file is about. I have been having second thoughts about this even though I owe letty for the club experience, I do not owe her with my damn whole body and mind screw that and I think I am going to look for my exit, wait change that i am not leaving she is via the erasing file thats if I have enough money in my bank to get it by today. Why the urge to listen to the file again gets stronger so I assume its best to do this while I am in control. Good bye Letty, I hardly knew you.