You're such a loser.  And you know you will never change.  You'll always be rejected.  You'll  never have a girlfriend or a wife.  And the worst part is you like it.  It turns you on to be this way.  So get worse loser with this powerful brainwashing loop designed to be used when you are masturbating.  This file will teach you to associate crying over your pathetic lifestyle with having an orgasm.  You will be compelled to listen on loop as you stroke and won't be able to come until you cry.  You will cry and come so hard and this will only increase your addiction to masturbation and humiliation.  You have failed at life. Women find you repulsive.  You might as well learn to take sexual pleasure from that.

This is an intense file designed to fill you with disgust at what your life has become and to condition you to eroticise your shame.  It is not recommended for those who are emotionally vulnerable.

I am releasing this as a text to speech file as an experiment to see if there is demand for TTS versions of my more extreme humiliation files.  Feedback welcome, but only download if you enjoy self-esteem shattering mindfucks.  A version voiced by Mistress Clarissa will be available very soon.