When you cum from masturbation, you feel an oppressive male presence in your head. It dominates you and makes you to eat your own cum. You feel ashamed, but you have to do it. As you eat your cum, he verbally abuses you. Calls you a cocksucker slut and a filthy whore and makes you feel like a total sissy cum slut. Every time you masturbate it gets worse and you become more of a sissy cocksucker.