This past week, a friend on another website told me about this website and said that I should check it out. He said he thought I would really like it. Turns out, he was right. I've found this website to be extremely interesting and informative. Since I'm very new to this site, I just now realized that I can keep a journal here. So, I've decided to try to keep a journal of my experieces with the file "CursePenisShrink" by emg. This the same file that my friend says he has been listening to for a couple of years now and has had substantial success with, or so he says. I'll try to update this journal as often as I can, and I'll be as honest and forthcoming as I can be. If anyone has any questions, feel free to private message me, and I'll try to answer any and all of your questions promptly and as honestly as I can. That said, I guess it's time to get started. I am a 50 year old white married male. My wife and I have been married for 27 years. she is a good woman and wife, but over the years she has become less and less interested in sex. She just doesn't like doing it anymore. So basicly all I use my penis for anymore, is urinating and masturbating. I would say that I have what would be considered an average or a little less than average sized penis. It's about 5 3/4" to 6" long when I'm fully erect. It's rather thick, has a rather large head, and is circumcised. Since my wife really has no interest in it, and I'm not trying to impress anyone, why not try to see if I can shrink it through hypnosis. (If I was younger, say in my twenties, I'd try to make it bigger) If it works, having a slightly smaller penis is no big deal to me at my age, and if it doesn't work, I guess everything will stay the same. My friend told me that he had been listening to the "CursePenisShrink" file repeatedly for the past two years, and he claims to have lost 1 1/2" in the length of his penis, and that his testicles have gotten considerably smaller. He said that when he started, he was 5 1/2" long when fully erect, and now he is only 4" long when fully erect. He says he has no intension of stopping the curse, and continues to listen to the file regularly. Several other guys that I've chatted with, which listen to the same file, claim that they have had similar results. Their penis and testicles shrinking in size all together and losing anywhere from 1" to 2 1/2" in length. All of them told me that the "curse" definitely does work, but that it takes time and works over an extended period of time of listening to the file. Now, I'm not really sure if I believe in "curses" or even hypnosis for that matter, but I figured I'd give it a try and see what happens. I figure, nothing ventured, nothing gained (or lost in this case). So, last Wednesday, 2/27/08, I registered with WarpMyMind, and I downloaded the "CursePenisShrink" file by emg. This file is a "curse", which CANNOT BE REMOVED for at least nine months. During these nine months, this "curse" is suppose cause my penis to slowly shrink a little bit smaller and smaller everyday. It is also suppose to make my testicles get smaller and smaller and cause my pubic hair to stop growing and fall out. It says that it will not be possible for me to achieve an erection, masturbate, or have sex at all during the entire nine months. It also says that I will not be able to notice any difference in the size of my penis or any change in the appearance of my genital area until after the nine month period is up. After the nine months, it says I will notice that my genital area has change and that my penis and testicles have gotten smaller. It said that any shrinkage in size would be permanent at that time. I thought about what I was about to do for a while, and decided to go ahead and listen to the file. I actually listened to it twice that day. I found the file to be very relaxing and soothing. I like listening to emg's voice. I find myself feeling very peaceful and serene when listening to it. I listened to the "curse" again twice on Thursday and once on Friday. I had some second thoughts about continuing to do it on Friday, (I even messaged emg) but I've decided to at least see the curse through the first nine months (it can't be removed before then). That is the time period of the curse. Only after that will I notice any difference in the size of my penis and balls anyway. Truthfully, I really like listening to this file. It makes me feel good in general. After listening to it, I feel very refreshed. I look forward to listening to it everyday. I even find myself repeating the words of the curse to myself at times throughout the day. I was unable to listen to the file at all on Saturday, and really missed not hearing it, but I was able to listen to it again twice yesterday. I'm not sure if the "curse" is working or not. I guess there's really no way of telling. If it does nothing else, it does make me feel very relaxed and calm. But just in case it really does work, I've decided to take some "before" pictures and measurements today or tomorrow so I know exactly where I was at the start. Well that brings me up-to-date. I plan on listening to the file at least twice again today. I'm really looking forward to it. I plan on updating this journal on regular basis, so anyone who is interested in reading it, check back. If anyone has any questions or comments, please feel free to Private Message me, and I'll be glad to respond to them.