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Besting Boredom Blues

by Contagious

Boredom can lead one to do crazy things. When your fetish of choice involves hypnosis, the crazy level raises a notch. When you identify as a hypnosexual, the crazy level reaches insane levels. When you frequent WMM as a place to find your newest trancee, the crazy level meter breaks.



When you're bored, you feel a certain desperation. An itch that must be scratched, a niggling fantasy that won't leave you alone. Because you're bored, you stumble across this and now you're reading. You're reading because it eases the boredom, it dulls the itch slightly and calms the desperation.



You keep reading because you want to see where it goes, follow down the rabbit hole and see how deep it goes.



Will it make sense? Does it matter? Do you even care? After all, this is about you and this offers some respite from boredom of your life.



What do you want most? Think not of the future, but right NOW. NOW is all you have. What do you want right NOW? It would be so great to have what you want NOW. As you think about what you want, you continue to read. Your desire of the moment flows so easily to your mind.



Because you're bored, because you're reading, because you can't help but fantasize about what you crave.



And suddenly, that's all you can think about, what you crave more than anything. Your eyes hungrily devour the words, hoping they will lead to your craving.



You start to imagine it, a simple scenario where your desire has come to life. It starts to form, fuzzy images at first that become clearer as you continue reading.



As the scenario of your desire becomes clearer, you start to feel it too. Hear it. It becomes more and more real as you read.



You've thought about this desire a lot, you know just what you want, just how it should go. The feeling of it, the sounds, perhaps even the taste and smell.



As you read, the fantasy becomes more real and the boredom fades into the background along with all the other useless noises or distractions. You're focused more on reading, on realizing your fantasy, your true desire.



There's something you must do to complete the fantasy. You must surrender to it for a time, the way a thirsty person surrenders to their need for water, so must you surrender to your desire. Surrendering feels as refreshing as that first glass of water to the thirsty person. Their thirst lessens and so too does your boredom.



When you let go of the useless distractions that keep you mired in boredom. your fantasy becomes reality. For as long as you desire. For as long as it is safe to do so. To help you let go, you may find yourself going back to the beginning and reading all over again.



Reading until you can completely let go and experience your desire.



Reading until you've chased boredom away for another day and had a delightful time in the process.



You need to let go.



You crave to experience your desire.



It becomes easier to do so the more you read this.



Experiencing it even now.



Feeling it even more strongly after reading a second time, a third time, as many times as you need, want, crave.



And when the experience ends and you return to the world, as must happen eventually, you'll find yourself leaving a comment about your experience.



Feeling great pleasure as you do so.



For now, you keep reading and rereading.



Reading until your experience is complete and satisfactory.



When it's over, come back again when the boredom or the craving calls. Each read promises a new adventure and there may even be a new entry.


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- Rob21

dammit, good stuff

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