Haxsaw Presents..... [OVERLAP, RENAME 4]

Haxsaw presents. Here, a brave soul lets me know what she went through after listening to two files dealing with "Seventh Grade Dream" and "Adjusting the Mind." I am hoping it lets you know the files work. In as such she shares what domination means for her. Submission was re-written by me for clarification as well as to correct grammatical errors.

I was with a good life. I could get whatever I wanted from my boyfriend. I was happy. I also had a dark side. I sometimes wondered if life was more? I mean to say, I gave orders and the boyfriend did them. I seemed to have him wrapped up tight. Getting a necklace was easy enough. It all started with stress on the job.
I was needing to do so much on the job. I needed to keep records for three firms. I would see payments came in and expenses were paid. Books were always balanced. I one time came home, watching a show. I was seeing a show about a family with lots of work to do. The characters had no free time for themselves. It seemed they were always on edge. I could relate to this. I wanted to be free of stress.
I one time pictured myself as a robot. I mean, a human robot. I mean, exactly, just as I am. What I am trying to explain is I was seeing myself as mindless and simply taking commands. I was not responsible. I was just a cog in a wheel. I was told what to do and following procedure. I was under control and simply followed orders. I tittered. I found it interesting like some puppet I was mindlessly given orders. Nothing could go wrong as I was only doing simple tasks and nothing else.
I did several searches and came across hypnotism. I did some other searches and found warpmymind.com. I stumbled across Haxsaw. Some loved and adored the guy. Others despised him. I read the scant descriptions for his files. Several were along the line of being dominated. I figured if he was some moron I would not go back to the website.
I wanted to listen to Seventh Grade Dream. It seemed to be so odd. I listened. He talked quickly. I was soon under his control. I, one time, wanted to call it quits and just leave the room. He had me pinned in place! I then envisioned what he looked like. I could then see him over me. I could see him swinging a watch and telling me I was under his control. As I listened this idea turned me on. I just wanted to be deeper. I only wanted to obey. Is that so far flung? I mean, I really wanted to be controlled by someone. Haxsaw had me in control. I surrendered to his powers. I just wanted to be obedient.
In the file I was seeing faces from back in school. I remembered and recognized them all. I was in a girdle and thigh high stockings, in heels. I was supposed to be changing class. I remember cringing several times. I remember passing some teachers who's faces I remembered from back then. No one and I mean no one noticed I was even there! I remember in file play time I ran into the girls room, crying. I later heard snapping fingers and woke up. I was fully dressed. It was all some sort of dream Haxsaw made me live out. I never lived out something as embarrassing as that. I never felt it like what he made me walk through.
I later played Adjusting the Mind. I was so much his plaything. I was wondering if he would embarrass me again, during that file play. I mean, here was the control over my mind, body and soul I was laughing about yet now was living.
I still see my boyfriend. I usually just listen to him from here on in. Funny, isn't it? I sometimes dream of my boyfriend walking me home from a dinner date. I see him pulling out this watch and swinging it before my eyes. I picture myself relying, "Yes, master," while he gives commands.
I cannot do this. I could never admit it, either. While alone Haxsaw is on the two files I cherish so much. I read the other confessions he posted from others. As I am not named I am telling you what my mind ticks with. I read EMG is the master of the website. I hope it lasts a long time.
Robot Girl from Canada