I\'m very interested to listen to this, implanted memories are something I\'ve been meaning to play with a bit more.

Great, please let me know how it works for you.

I have literally never felt more pathetic than listening to this.

@lilboibleu Is that a good thing or a bad thing? :)

a little column a, a little column b. very interesting idea, hiff.

Most of my interest was in the technique, sissification isn\'t really my thing.

so after 1 week, i am finding it hard to keep an erection for more than a 60 seconds. often less, all in all, i\'d say you succeeded Hiffayo. looking forward to your next idea.

Thank you very much for your feedback! @Endo That\'s fine. I would still be interested to hear any thoughts you might have on the file.

This is a great, and very effective, file. Only listened a couple of times so far, but after each listen I couldn’t get an erection for 12-24hrs afterwards and for a couple of days beyond that my erections were definitely weaker. I think it works well because with most impotence/humiliation/penis-shrinking files I find myself getting erect while listening to them. With this file, though my penis swelled slightly, which is important as it means I was aroused during listening, it didn’t even reach a semi. Will have to think hard about how much more to listen to this file, as it certainly looks capable of causing permanent impotence.

@cgs1985 Thank you very much for your detailed feedback!

Well, four days since I downloaded the Nurse Amanda file and started using it. I almost cried this morning when we went over the event with my high school girl friend; that she may also have told the story to her friends was particularly excruciating. I haven\'t completely succumbed to impotence yet, but I haven\'t been able to maintain an erection long enough to orgasm since beginning therapy. Maybe Nurse Amanda\'s guidance will help with being comfortable about being a sissy and thus recover the ability to orgasm while being an acknowledge sissy;... or then again, maybe not; but does a sissy need to orgasm? (lol). The file is very addictive too. Many thanks, I love it! Question... what software and voice did you use for the TTS? I am also enjoying the FemButtGrowth TTS you did with a similar voice.

@whome Thank you for your feedback and I\'m happy to hear that you are enjoying the files! To answer your question, I used Linguatec\'s Voice Reader Studio. It\'s an old version and I think the voices didn\'t have names back then, but I used one of the female, British ones.

After one listen; I could see how effective this can be; even though i knew no girls in high school that would do this; but maybe if i listen more I\'ll remember. I\'d love to see this with some other ideas; or another with sissy theme.

@Plaat Thank you for your comment. If you go ahead and listen more, I wish you good luck at recovering your memories. ;) I\'d like to do some more files, but coming up with a good approach to different topics is tricky and I feel that just switching out the subject matter wouldn\'t work well. Maybe inspiration will strike again some time.

I cant tell if the file is trying to cure impotence or promote impotence under the guise of curing it. Its too ambiguous for me to enjoy.

@sothishappened I\'m sorry to hear you couldn\'t enjoy it. The intent is definitely the latter and the subconscious usually should understand it that way.

welp listned just once, first time in my life I couldnt get erection, thankfully effects seem to be gone after 12h. Not daring to listen to this again. Very effective, especially the pharse \"you know that sissies are at very high risk of being impotence\" I fill this is the part that had most impact.

so great! best I ever heard. Please please please do more of this kind of fetish....more Nurse Amanda Sessions plz !!

@Duck1 Thank you for your feedback! Hearing about how effective it was for you is very interesting, but if you aren\'t sure you want the effects, it\'s probably for the best if you don\'t listen again. @Aciatrip Thank you for your feedback too! I\'m glad to hear you enjoy the file. Since the wording takes a lot of inspiration and effort and I am very busy, it\'ll probably be a while before I can make another Nurse Amanda file, but I have a few ideas.

According to many health websites, there is a natural order of things where the mind will enforce an erection. This normally happens when you sleep. My question to those who are having success with this file is, are you still finding an erection in the middle of the nite, or in the morning; or have those diminished as well? I\'m always interested in finding out if hypnosis can affect these natural responses.

I am completely impotent after listening to this file and others. I can masterbate for hours in womens lingerie and still not ejaculate or even get hard. Can you help me further down the rabbits hole?

I have enjoyed listening to this file about 5 times a week for about 2 months now. So far I can still easily achieve an erection when I'm by myself. But my anxiety is increasing around the issue of getting sufficiently stiff when I am with a girl. I think there's a real possibility that the next time I attempt actual penetration, I'm going to panic and fail. Already when I listen to that negative example I get very tense, ashamed and teary-eyed. I feel myself trying so hard to force the hardness which used to come so naturally. I can easily imagine the pressure of trying to prove my male adequacy and failing and failing and failing. And with every failure, the pressure, anxiety, shame, self doubt and feelings of inadequacy will inexorably increase! So I think my goose is probably already cooked. Which is what I wanted.... I guess.

@timmy Thank you for your feedback, I appreciate it. It's good to hear that you're enjoying the file. Remember, when you have to perform, just try as hard as you can!

I am trying as hard as I can. I clench down with my abdominal muscles and thrust and pump. But all that just seemed to have no effect that time back in high school with Renee. Everything I tried only made it worse. I have never felt anything as humiliating as that slimy noodle squishiness as I slipped out of her tightly gripping pussy. Each time she would sigh in exasperation and carefully stuff my completely flaccid member back inside her. But the slightest movement by me or her would cause me to be immediately expelled in a little puddle of her can't juice. I asked her to just stay still and let me adjust, to give me a little more time, that I was trying my hardest and would stop being so soft soon. And it first she played along and humored me. But finally she got so frustrated by my obvious dysfunction that she got real mean. That wasn't the first time a woman has called me a useless sissy. But it was the first time I had to admit to myself that must be what I am. And as we both know, sissies are at high risk for impotence, very high risk. I hope your treatment will help me get beyond this and regain my virility. I don't want anyone else to find out about my recurring problems with erectile dysfunction.

Well, I think I saw some results yesterday. My wife started flirting with me, wanting physical intimacy. (This is the first time she has expressed an interest in sex since well before I started listening to the file.) I was more than happy to oblige and quickly lost myself in the sweet sensationspot of being in her arms. I was thinking about the file and felt slightly worried (and slightly excited) by the possibility it might in fact affect my sexual performance. But I was not panicking or anything. Then I felt myself get hard and and stopped thinking much about it. Imagine my surprise when "showtime" arrives and I pull my cock out, thiking I will tease her pussy lips with it a bit, only to find that it had gone almost completely soft! When did that happen? Why did that happen? Achieving a full rigid erection has NEVER been a problem for me in the past. Now, panic DID set in! Not complete panic, but enough so that, I was going to have to calm down and get my head back in the game before I was going to be of any use to my wife. She is now feeling rejected and I have to repeatedly assure her that I still find her as hot as ever and was only momentarily distracted when I had trouble taking off my boots. (Maybe I was? But when has that ever caused me to go limp before?) I started concentrating on soothing and reassuring my wife. This was probably a good thing, as it took my mind off my big problem "down there" somewhat. When she was calmer, I happily brought her to orgasm with my tongue and fingers. By then I was quite normally hard again. But she was done and pushed me away, telling me to just beat myself off. Now, I felt a little rejected. But, after my earlier faolure, I did not feel I was in a good position to complain. So I jacked off by myself while she put her clothes back on. What do you think? Is this the file at work?

Well, I think I saw some results yesterday. My wife started flirting with me, wanting physical intimacy. (This is the first time she has expressed an interest in sex since well before I started listening to the file.) I was more than happy to oblige and quickly lost myself in the sweet sensations of being in her arms. I was thinking about the file and felt slightly worried (and slightly excited) by the possibility that it might, in fact, affect my sexual performance. But I was not panicking or anything. Then I felt myself get hard and and stopped thinking much about it. Imagine my surprise when "showtime" arrives and I pull my cock out, thinking I would tease her pussy lips with it a bit, only to find that it had gone almost completely soft! When did that happen? Why did that happen? Achieving a full rigid erection has NEVER been a problem for me in the past. Now, panic DID set in! Not complete panic, but enough so that, I was going to have to calm down and get my head back in the game before I was going to be of any use to my wife. She was now feeling rejected and I had to repeatedly assure her that I still find her as hot as ever and that I had only been distracted momentarily when I had had trouble taking off my boots. (Maybe I was? But when has that ever caused me to go limp before?) I started concentrating on soothing and reassuring my wife. This was probably a good thing, as it took my mind off my big problem "down there" somewhat. When she was calmer, I happily brought her to orgasm with my tongue and fingers. By then, I was quite normally hard again. But she was done and pushed me away, telling me to just beat myself off. Now, I felt a little rejected. But, after my earlier failure, I did not feel I was in a good position to complain. So I jacked off by myself while she put her clothes back on. What do you think? Is this the file at work?

Sorry for the multiple post. My computer was screwing up. The last one has slightly better spelling and grammar.

I have to say this file useing negative past life experance real or implanted.in a short timeI have become unable to become erect long enough to do anything. If I get close to orgasm I become soft and I cum limp And useless. But I have had real life experance that the file uses well almost the same so events are at fore front and preformace fear hits I go limp and cum premature masterbating. Cant even masterbate normally anymore pathectic. So becarefull you want this. I still get hard at night because erections are painful wake me up because of my bent penis but I find I become soft fast now and waking dream becuse of pain is of humilation petformace failure. So for me its doing exactly what I need. I hope put over time I wont have to suffer painful erections at all and never get hard. Hypno is much.better option then what Doctor offered Thankyou

@Sissydicklet Thank you for your feedback, I'm glad to hear that file is working so well for you!

@timmy Interesting! Thank you for sharing and congratulations on the partial success. Of course now that you actually failed to perform, you'll just have to try that much harder to when you try to perform again.

Hiffayo - I love this file. The methodology works exceptionally well! I didn't have any toxic memories in my 'actual histories', so I went with 'creation' thereof using the directions supplied. After several trances I decided to play. I tinkered with my NLP sub-modalities and association-disassociation to 'crank-up' the emotional intensity of the humiliation. After a few sessions of that I started changing up the content of the memories to intensify the emotional trauma. Examples: The woman responds with her own toxic response thinking-emoting that she's not pretty enough. In my mind I let her have an emotional breakdown over the incident, then I blamed, shamed, and guilted myself for making her feel so bad, then I stacked the shame of having a sissy dick and constitution. After revisiting various memories, I realized that a 'volume' of trauma memories was proly helpful. So I made new 'scenarios' during my daily listens. Later I added social proof to increase the emotional weight of the fully associated trauma. Example when she tells her friends it's in the 'cafeteria' and her friends laugh and shriek loudly, and called me out for my limp useless dick at full volume all the way across the cafeteria. Awesome emotional intensity! During any masturbation sessions outside of trance I would recall a created-memory and 'fully-associate' by reliving the memory. The effects on my clitty were profound, and I was unable to get truly erect. Next phase... I followed your directions in the file, and built a stack of 'memories' to recall-and-rapidly-re-live anytime I saw a hot woman, a hot guy, or looked at some arousing porn. This last phase allowed me groove-in and physically anchor the 'traumatic-stack-of-emotion' to 'arousal' so they became hard-linked in my neurology. The result? TOTAL IMPOTENCE!!! :-) Awesome work Hiffayo!

@wohermiston re: nocturnal erections. you may need to read my previous post for this answer to make sense. To me nocturnal erections happen outside of a 'arousal', meaning that arousal is not required. Nocturnals initially didn't have a trigger to 'load' the emotional trauma stack into my consciousness. So I had to build that linkage eg NLP anchor. When I noticed a night time erection during sleep, I would consciously load the the trauma memories into my mind and emotions and associate fully to the trauma-memories, and implied identity-level beliefs regarding my clitty. The experience was so dismal from an emotional perspective that i'd often roll over and pass out. At other times I had a great glee about being able to 'play' with my penis and cum. On those days I would skip creating the limp-linkage. Over a period of several months the emotional intensity of the trauma memories that had been consciously linked to nocturnals and also linked to my "identity level" beliefs took charge and nocturnals became softer and softer, then they became more and more rare. Do I have nocturnals now? Very rarely and when I do they are just engorged, but not rigid, and not strong. They are weak and limp.

@wohermiston re: nocturnal erections. you may need to read my previous post for this answer to make sense. To me nocturnal erections happen outside of a 'arousal', meaning that arousal is not required. Nocturnals initially didn't have a trigger to 'load' the emotional trauma stack into my consciousness. So I had to build that linkage eg NLP anchor. When I noticed a night time erection during sleep, I would consciously load the the trauma memories into my mind and emotions and associate fully to the trauma-memories, and implied identity-level beliefs regarding my clitty. The experience was so dismal from an emotional perspective that i'd often roll over and pass out. At other times I had a great glee about being able to 'play' with my penis and cum. On those days I would skip creating the limp-linkage. Over a period of several months the emotional intensity of the trauma memories that had been consciously linked to nocturnals and also linked to my "identity level" beliefs took charge and nocturnals became softer and softer, then they became more and more rare. Do I have nocturnals now? Very rarely and when I do they are just engorged, but not rigid, and not strong. They are weak and limp.

@wohermiston re: nocturnal erections. you may need to read my previous post for this answer to make sense. To me nocturnal erections happen outside of a 'arousal', meaning that arousal is not required. Nocturnals initially didn't have a trigger to 'load' the emotional trauma stack into my consciousness. So I had to build that linkage eg NLP anchor. When I noticed a night time erection during sleep, I would consciously load the the trauma memories into my mind and emotions and associate fully to the trauma-memories, and implied identity-level beliefs regarding my clitty. The experience was so dismal from an emotional perspective that i'd often roll over and pass out. At other times I had a great glee about being able to 'play' with my penis and cum. On those days I would skip creating the limp-linkage. Over a period of several months the emotional intensity of the trauma memories that had been consciously linked to nocturnals and also linked to my "identity level" beliefs took charge and nocturnals became softer and softer, then they became more and more rare. Do I have nocturnals now? Very rarely and when I do they are just engorged, not rigid, and not strong. They are weak and limp.

@jepi Thank you for your feedback! I'm glad you are happy with your results!

Have you ever thought of doing a cuckold version instead of sissy with cuckolding and impotency memory implants or just cuckold memories that'd be super hot especially given how well this worked for me! Great file love it so much it's scary to listen too sometimes with how well it performs.

@bigjake2172 Thank you for your feedback! I'll add that to my list of ideas. I'm always happy about feedback and I'm glad it's working well for you.

This is scaringly effective. Like with what others have said, I'm having some real trouble getting erect immediately after listening to the recording. My little clitty is just sitting, even more useless and pathetic in it's cage. I'll continue to listen to this recording and post my results, later. I'm excited at the prospect that I've really found what's been missing from my life: I'm a sissy that's destined not to breed, and forever be a virgin.

@ratinacage2018 Thank you for your feedback! It's nice to hear that you're getting results and enjoy them.

I loved this. Trully a masterpiece - thank you @hiffayo!