There is a guy in georgia who has changed me so much. I used to be a nonsubmissive bottom who just wanted to be raped and used. Now, at least for him, I am a total submissive bottom willing to do whatever would please him. Unfortunately I am not 100% certain he is real, or if he is merely all talk. Yet I feel in my heart that he is real. I just wish that he would come pick me up, bring me home, and allow me to prove to him that I can be the slut he wants me to be. I love him a great deal for what he has done to me. All I can think about is being his property and his slave. All I want is to belong to him and service him and any other cocks he wants me to. He means a great deal to me and I just want the chance to show him in real life how much he means to me. I am happy when I see him online, and talking to him. But I am unhappy when he is not. I am also unhappy when I am unable to perform a task he sets for me. I know that I would never be unhappy once I am living with him. Because he is all that makes me happy.