As stated in my previous entry, last night I listened to CurseCum *one time*. Since then I've eaten cum from jerking off three times, all last night. Now, I am trying to break the habit, which should be easy... after all, I only listened once! How bad could it be? ...I jerked off this morning, and through willpower managed not to eat it. However, the smell, it's getting to me. I'm feeling a hunger for it, a craving. I want it. Badly. I'm going to try to make it through the day without licking up cum, but it's going to be difficult.