Just got back from a meeting at work. I actually got a bit of sleep last night, and Monday sucked bad, but they always do, so it's all good. I had a very important breakthrough with MusclePig I yesterday, and feel that I am starting to break through with the series. At this point my trances with MN_FriendlyGuy's files are very deep and I am very responsive to the files. I remember little of the trances, I know that at some point and I feel it is due to suggestions given that my conscious mind falls into a sleep of sorts, and from that point on I know I am hearing something, but I am hearing it on two different levels: one which is semi conscious in which I am hearing myself snore in a dreamless sleep, and another in which I can hear a constant voice (the file) but I can not consciously make out what the words are, though I know that at some level the words are being understood..One thing that I have started to see more is that at times my mind will go blank and I realize there is something I do not need to think about, just something I need to do..something I need to let come..Things have started to "come" to me, an example is that after I allowed myself to progress to MusclePig II I have discovered a love of flexing, frankly it feels really fucking good, it feels very right, and I know there is something about that which I am at some level choosing not to think about, I feel it is due to the fact that I am starting to trust the series..I have never really had a thing for bodybuilding poses, but I like them now, and I feel that it would be nice to practice them with someone. These are things I have never before felt or liked, but they feel so right now. I'll cut the entry off now as it's a little long, but there's more I need to post, perhaps after work..