Hey! everyone. So i got a few really goood questions from collieguy294 and i thoght they would make a good blog post so here it is! First question is if i plan to resume the filles and if so maybe do the loss of readigng one to this time. While i was away it was easy not to think abut the files but since ive been back on here ive started to want to listen to them again. I havent really managed to resist it either but so far i have only been looping them in the backround as i do other things insted of using them like intended. i resisted listening to the loss of reading files before but tbh im kindainterested now lol 

That kind of gets into the next question which was how have my like things that i like changed like books and movies and stuff and really Ive been thinking about that already some this passt few days so like thats funny hehe Anyways I relised now that my tastes did change alot but it happened really slow and im only now starting to notise it. I still really like horor movies but even though i used to really like the like artsy ones with like really confusing ... i meant to say complicated... plots and stuff I really dont like that much anymore. So ive stopped watching those kinds of movies really. I like watching stuff that is more funner and doesnt require so much thinking really. I watch alot more animated stuff than i did before to and if i have to think alot sometimes it makes my head hurt and watching cartoons makes it feel better. 

Books. I used to read alot honestly i think i used to always be reading something but i dont really remember the last book i read now. I think ive tried to start a few books but honestly yall it just makes my head hurt so i never make it far LOL If i have to read something like some instructions or something Ive noticed that I definately tend to just skim it at best now haha if I cant figure something out then I just get someone smart to do it for me and thats a lot eazier then reading anyways right? hehe Another thing I notised that has changed is my taste in video games. I used to really like games with big stories and stuff or really deep rpg mechanics or good puzzles but I really dont have the patence for any of that anymore. If i play something that has alot of cutscenes in it then Ive started skipping them now becauze I get bored and just want to start playing haha but really I just dont like play games like that anymore really. I still like fast reaction based stuff like shooters and platformers though and I seem to still do good at those.

The last question was asking if my train of thoghts has changed I think asking like if i think less then before and the answer to that is a big yes lol I remember I used to always be thinking about something like if I happined to catch myself not thinking I would get mad and start thinking about something intensionally. LOL thats really silly! Anyways Im definately have a lot less thoghts in my head now like really I think unless I need to think about something then im usually just totally emptyheaded. I am sooooo much more airheaded and I forget stuff alot now like sometimes I will open a web browser to search for something but by the time I open the browser I forget whatever I was doing and usually I cant remember lol 1 trick Ive started using is I will repeet whatever I was needing to buy or whatever until the page loads and I can put it in the search bar lol I really have to focus to keep a thoght in my head these days they tend to just float away tbh I definately notise that I can repeet any mistakes over and over again without really relizing it and sometimes my friends laugh at me becauze of that. That usually makes me horny and then I start making even more mistakes and its a whole thing LOL 

Thanks for the great questions collieguy and hope you liked a hole post for it! haha also like Im sorry for my bad paragraph structure I can tell its dodgy just from looking at it but i dont really now how to fix it. My former nerdy self would be mortified i think LOL but unless I kinda just type what im thinking then I cant really get anything out at all and ill just stare the screen so this is the best that I can do now! I bet yall enjoy it tho haha

xoxo Tiff <3