I fantasized about any feminine conduct causing my earlobes to get pierced, with my being told that if I did not desire this. Then my complaining needs to be replaced by wearing a disposable diaper, while my deep relaxation imposes both pee and poop to be released into the diaper.

Then I desire to be told to wear either a bra or bralette, so some smaller cup size such as an A-Cup or even a B-Cup can justify the need for breast support. Along with possible skorts with belt loops, to support a soggy diaper while also concealing it. All if I refuse to enjoy the pierced earlobes resulting from the closet feminine presentation. 

Becoming upset with those pierced earlobes leads to the diaper trickling into, through deep relaxation. But those skorts are to generate thigh-gap and lack of any body hair. This means the beard hair and lip hair must go, while tighter-than-ideal fit diapers, will shrink me. My actions involving other than a male will transform me into a type of girl.