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Mind Control

by izatga88

Hmm....I'm pretty heavily under the influence of something....or someone I guess. The holiday weekend was crazy. In & out of the house.....the guys in & out of me. XD

I've really been studying up on brainwashing & mind control. I often hear a lot that guys are mostly only going for the physical part of the sex stuff. In turn, all of us women are more about the emotion/thought behind it. I know for a fact that I'm all about the emotion (at least, until the pleasure kicks in), though I realise that everyone might have an exception here & there.....it might not be 100% true for EVERYONE out there. I've been poking around & came across the subject of "pickup artists", and it's a scary thought that just talking to someone, a girl in particular, can break down their resistances and make them more likely to take their panties off. As insecure as I can be with myself sometimes, I KNOW it's happened to me once or twice, and I didn't even see it coming.

I reeeeally dont know why it fascinates me so much....my BFF is as much of a slut as I am at this point. If either of the guys want something from us, bending over & moving panties aside happens without a second thought + a smile.

Everything is so compartmentalised (yay! Firefox says I spelled it right the first time!) now. Both myself & my BFF dont really have too much trouble getting through work anymore - it's all just a blur. My brain shuts off, I be the robot that does her job & gets a paycheck, hangs out with the family....then I can put my full attention into sucking cock and being nice & obedient + smiling the whole time.

I see A LOT of people around here constantly dropping the line "blah blah, cant be hypnotised if you dont want it - just stop & it will wear off".....and while that may hold true for some of the audio files around here (noting that the quality varies from file to file), I dont exactly see that in myself. I'm totally 200% all-for having lots & lots of sex, but with the guys in the equation now fucking me & my BFF constantly, if they ever say something while I'm orgasming my brains out, it just kind of....hangs there. I cant stop thinking about it - no matter what it is.

Eeeeeeither waaaaay....I think i only got a few hours of sleep last night. I'm so strung out & slow right now.....I dont feel like I can just hop into bed & fix it. I just....seriously cant wrap my head around all of this. Mind you, I LOOOOVE constantly keeping pretty, having good posture, smiling, being perky, etc....I just know that I wasnt always this way & that I cant stop. I've been hearing "Be good girl - obey" constantly over & over in my head all morning, and I've blanked out from it a couple of times.....it's just weird to think that it was put there "artificially", and yet it feels so ~right~ that it's there. It really makes me appreciate that we really should just be nice & compliant....spread our legs & leave the heavy-lifting/thinking to the guy~

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- Big_Mamba

how are you these times iz ?

- izatga88

Actually, everything's been pretty much the same. I swear, offering sex to a guy is like the whole "carrot on a stick thing", but it also backfires so hard on those days I need to just rest & keep getting called/messaged & all that.

- izatga88

Hmm.....lost my thought.

- Minette

How are you doing?

- izatga88

Was out late - work tomorrow, so I couldn't stay over. Not ~too~ much going on....work, sex, sleep, etc....

- izatga88

I totally think that we ~all~ have some kind of habit....ritual....mind control thing going on inside of us (at least....those of us sticking close to modern society). It's already there anyways....might as well have some nice orgasms then right? Life is just so much more enriching while stuffed with cocks.

- StrippedGears

"if they ever say something while I'm orgasming my brains out, it just kind of....hangs there. I cant stop thinking about it - no matter what it is." - That's probably because it's not really hypnosis at that point. To keep this as simple as possible: your bimbo hypnosis has made you airheaded and extremely sex-oriented, and that's made you vulnerable to being accidentally conditioned when sex is one stimulus and an idea is the other. That is, while you're getting fucked your mind is extremely open to internalizing whatever else is going on at the same time. If there's a dick in you and the guy is saying things like "wow you're a dirty slut", it's sticking because you're linking that statement with the pleasure of being fucked... and unlike hypnosis, conditioning can work on people who don't want to be conditioned who are completely aware that the conditioning is happening. If I may ask, what sorts of things are the guys saying that's sticking with you so well?

- izatga88

There ~still~ hasn't really been anything too out of the ordinary going on lately, though I've been considering posting something a bit more minor. Maybe the mood will strike me sometime soon....

- zapnosis

I have believed for some time that people do not make decisions, that decisions are made by a collision of circumstances like everything else. By rationalising these decisions, we find out who we are. In other words, decisions make people. A lot of people don't like this idea, though. *shrug*

- StrippedGears

Just a little over two weeks until the first of Vive's Dumbing Down files become fully free...

- izatga88

Sooooory for the lack of activity around here, I've been fairly busy and keep forgetting to log in. I've still been going with the sex+money thing for a while & nothing's really changed as of late.

- izatga88

I tend to agree with that Zap.

So far as things I'm specifically being told, it's a little hard to remember them right before bed.....they tend to range anywhere from the typical "dirty slut" stuff to "do this/that next" - and I've probably tried tons of new sex positions & such because of that. I'm an open book when it comes to sex now. I'm pretty good for anything.

- PowerHoden

Its too easy to say though. Its still your decisions to make. Despite all the brainwashing you could still overcome it and say no if some guy wants to fuck you. You just dont want to and therefor you have no motivation to overcome it.

- Minette

How are the bimbo highs nowdays? Do you still listen to files? I wish you would update us how it is feeling now that you've kinda reached what you wanted.

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